Chiron’s Curse

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The solar system body, Chiron, known as the mythological Wounded Healer, is a large asteroid, or more likely, a comet that got caught in the Sun’s gravity field, yet which does not come much past the orbit of Saturn (it has an elliptical orbit but we can never see its tail as a result of its distance from the Earth).  Actually it is quite fascinating that the asteroid-like bodies (or comets) that are beyond the main asteroid belt are known as “Centaurs.”  However, the reason I am writing this post is to discuss the Astrological (and psycho-spiritual) significance of Chiron.

Mythological Chiron was a Centaur chieftan and great warrior, who was actually a half-brother of Zeus, and therefore immortal (his father was Chronos or Saturn).  As an immortal, he had time to practice healing, herbalism, chivalry, martial arts, poetry, philosophy and the arts.  And, unlike his Centaur brethren, he was a bit more civilized. He trained numerous Greek heroes in medicine, the art of war and heroism, among other subjects – names like Asclepius, Ajax, Achilles, Jason, Peleus, and occasionally Heracles.  Chiron was also an astrologer.

Chiron was said to have died due to an arrow that was poisoned with blood of the Hydra (instantly lethal to anyone except immortals).  However, as an immortal, Chiron suffered in great agony rather than perishing immediately.  Because it turns out there was no cure for Hydra venom, even among immortals. Therefore, the story goes that he exchanged his life (immortality) for Prometheus who at the time was chained to his rock, and to make a long story short, granting man-kind fire in the process of freeing Prometheus.  Heracles (or Achilles depending on your source) was the archer who accidentally shot Chiron in the thigh, which is ironic due to his being one of Chiron’s previous disciples.  Hence the story of the Wounded Healer.

Astrologically, as a tiny planetoid (or asteroid or comet), one must use a very small orb to see what aspects Chiron makes in the natal horoscope (for the purpose of determining how strong Chiron is in a birth chart).  I use a 2 – 3 degree orb, maybe stretching it one degree further when the Sun or Moon are involved.  Needless to say, using such a small orb, there are not many charts in which you will discover numerous, major aspects with Chiron involved.  Therefore, when you do discover such a chart, it is rare and probably poignant.  Here are some examples of having a strong Chiron: numerous major aspects to planets (at least two or three aspects), Chiron conjunct the Ascendant or MidHeaven, Chiron in the 29th degree of a sign (and even stronger when it is in Sagittarius or Pisces) and making a major aspect to the Sun / Moon / Ascendant.  Occasionally (very rarely) you will find someone whose chart shows a Yod pointing at Chiron – another indication of their Chirotic personality. And interestingly, one of the most common Yod configurations with Chiron is from Pluto and Neptune, due to their being in relatively sextile positions for several decades.

People who have a strong Chiron in their charts can manifest Chiron’s energy in numerous ways, but the one distinguishing characteristic of all of these people would most likely be an innate ability to learn – rapidly absorbing information when they are interested in the subject (see below for what these most likely will be) and people who are very dynamic – having multiple jobs for instance, or people who have several “hobbies” which bring in some income.  As I mentioned above, Chiron was associated with philosophy, poetry, archery, martial arts, herbalism, medicine, chivalry, warfare and healing in general, so the subjects which Chirotic individuals might study are just as broad.  One underlying theme is an interest in alternative healing – which again is not saying anything specific because this broad category can include energy medicine, herbalism, acupuncture, astrology, bodywork, alternative healing facilitation modalities, etc etc.

And now for the reason I named this post “Chiron’s Curse.”  The curse of having a strong Chiron is often that one is able to heal and be of great benefit to others, but there will be one area of life that the individual truly suffers in and they can’t seem to get it straight in that regard.  For instance, Chiron grants great healing abilities (outwardly) but the person may have a blind spot regarding one area of themselves.  This is not always the case, but I find it to be true time and again.

One person I knew of studied nursing – disambiguation (breast feeding) and she was known as one of the top specialists in her field.  However, when she had a daughter, who would not breast feed, she could not decipher the “problem.”  It turned out she had a strong Chiron, and whether or not this has to do with her exquisite skills and knowledge being of use for others, but not her own (daughter), I don’t know.  However it is quite a curious phenomena.

Then there is myself as an example.  I have Chiron conjunct my MC (midheaven), trine my Saturn and squaring my Ascendant / Descendant axis.  I consider myself to have a strong Chiron.  And the interests that I mention above have nearly all been in my life at some point, having studied Traditional Reiki, energetic medicine, Craniosacral Therapy, Astrology and I even spent some time studying Shamanism before getting into Tibetan Buddhism (which believe it or not tends to show up in people’s lives when Chiron makes a major transit in their charts). And off and on, I have written some pretty graceful and potent poetry.

I have studied academic psychology, which helps to allow me to objectively, and empirically, analyze myself and others – watching for bias and eliminating it or at least naming it.  This helps in my astrology practice as well as my healing facilitation practice.  And I feel it helps back up the statement I am about to make: I seem to be an accomplished and skilled intuitive healing facilitator.  I say this because my clients tend to have break-throughs (Ah Ha! moments) and they keep coming back to see me, at least for a series of sessions.

However, in spite of this fact (providing it is true), I had serious money problems.  The fact that I didn’t advertise might be a part of the problem, but I did not have much success with that in the past.  How is it that someone can be of such great benefit to others and yet not be able to take care of their own financial needs?  Ouch! Chiron anyone?

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[Edited Nov 2017: I have done some incredible inner work on my little parts – pre-nate self, baby self, toddler self, young child self etc. Working with Myrna Martin and Pre- and Perinatal Therapy has done wonders for my awareness of the psychological double binds that I was cycling through, oblivious to their effects. So today, I am much clearer financially, I am much more stable in my work efforts and therefore I am more balanced in my awareness of my capacity and my motivation! Yay!]

As the reader can see, there are many facets to the astrological Chiron, and it is a subject I feel worth delving into and studying for the deeper nuances and trends.  Astrology is a science of cycles and trends (yes, I just said “science,” on purpose) and when one put’s time and effort into studying the cosmic patterns, one discovers layers of meaning and reflection.  And Chiron is one of the newer members of the astrological pantheon, having been discovered astronomically in 1977, so there is much research that can be done on this curious planetoid.

Frisbee with His Holiness

This is a truncated version of a full full week of teachings with His Holiness, the Chetsang Rinpoche and Drikung Kyabgon.  The original teachings and most events centered around the Nairatmya practice, however there was more.  I was on the team of organizers for the event, so I was extremely busy busy busy.  Yet another STRETCHING week for Kirby.  At least I am noticing my capacity is increasing, as well as my ability to speak my needs.  Yay!  Scroll to the end for a link to some awesome photos from friends.

Oh, and the name of this post comes from the day we (Charlottesville participants) had a group interview with His Holiness, some monks were playing frisbee on the lawn outside of His Holiness’ cottage and I joined in (we did not actually throw the frisbee with His Holiness).

His Holiness gave the Nairatmya blessing ceremony (wang), short sadhana transmission (lung) and vital instructions on the practice (tsi?) over the course of six days.  Then we had the Nairatmya (Hevajra) fire puja – a major (extensive) fire offering ceremony on Friday and then Saturday was a full morning of Lama Chopa and Tsok offering feast, mandala offerings to His Holiness (included within) Long Life prayers – oh and there was a consecration of the stupa, statues and thangkas at TMC.  Wow – very potent, expansive and an incredible opportunity to be with His Holiness.

I am not going to say much about the first six days, because you need to attend a highest yoga tantra wang (empowerment) / teachings from an authentic lama to hear Deity Yoga details, however I will mention other highlights.

I found His Holiness to be extremely compassionate, and what I knew about him before going into this week was that he was an unusually busy and productive man (which of course comes with the territory apparently for a Kyabgon Rinpoche) – spending his time collecting old, rare manuscripts, putting together multiple books and repairing “lost” teachings from the Drikung lineage, this is in addition to helping to build a large, beautiful and efficient center in Dehra Dun where the Drikung Seat in exile is now secure (Jangchub Ling, Kagyu College and the Songtsen Library).  He gardens, travels the world teaching and offers refuge for all of us afflicted sentient beings…  Wow!  Then I started reading his biography (just out this year) and I learned how he does all this on very limited resources.

I stayed in a local farmhouse which TMC has rented on occasion, and I “managed” the lodging at that and another house for the week, in addition to tracking the registration and monies.  Oof!  Anyway… it was incredibly pleasant to be awakened to chickens (roosters) in the morning and luckily the weather was cool for 5 out of 8 days.  There was a composting toilet – very cool and green (and somehow without any less-than-pleasant odors).

Most days took place at the Claggett Center in Buckeystown Maryland – a pleasant, spacious, beautiful-vista conference center.  They provided us with vegetarian lunches and a large space to hold these teachings.  I plan to add pictures here soon – the lamas made the shrine room (conference room) into a gorgeous Tibetan shrine – three huge Thankas (painted scrolls), the tall throne for His Holiness, and multiple large and colorful tormas.  The sand mandala was kept in a gold-curtained area for most of the days until its dissolution on Thursday.  The events were very moving, rich and full of good Dharma juice.

All totaled, about 200 people attended the first weekend (the grand empowerment) with about 80 people staying through the week for the teachings.  Then on the second weekend at TMC, between 60 and 100 people attended the Fire Puja and the full Saturday.

Near the end of the Claggett Center events, there was a volunteer / board member recognition time, where about six people were recognized for outstanding effort and hard work.  I was included in this gaggle.  His Holiness signed a copy of his biography in gold and gave us copies, along with a beautiful signed photo of him under a rainbow – which was authentic from his visit to Arizona.  That was incredibly moving to be recognized and given gifts from His Holiness – an emanation of Avalokitesvara.

The Fire Puja was the most extensive offering I have ever attended.  This makes sense of course considering this was the first grand empowerment I have ever attended (nothing really special about it except there is a day of preparations first and then the next day is the actual empowerment).  The fire puja took about three hours, and we all offered some of the special substances – including wheat, barley, kusha grass, dhurra grass, flour and many other substances.  It was humorous and propitious to see two large tormas (ritual cakes) being offered and burned.

I was so happy to meet so many new faces in the North American Drikung Kagyu sangha (and other lineages too!).  I did not know the majority of the participants at first.  A very, very potent and positive week!  May it continue and happen again for the benefit of many sentient beings!

To see some incredible photos from Saturday’s events (Long life prayers, mandala offering, Lama Chopa Tsok and Consecration of the Stupa), visit Chris Bonebreak’s pictures at:

http://www.kodakgallery.com/gallery/creativeapps/slideShow/Main.jsp?sourceId=533754321803&cm_mmc=eMail-_-Share-_-Photos-_-Sharee

Also you can visit the link on the right —–>  for Angela Harkavy’s (Ani Chime) incredible photos.  If you see any photos of the mandala in its golden tent, and you did not attend this event, you should probably avert your eyes (this is just a disclaimer to keep my samaya vows safe).

Posted from a Nature Preserve (home) near Charlottesville

Hello!  I am about to head out, leaving all my friendly beasts and birdies behind.  Ahhh…  But I thought I would post some of my reflections and observations from these three weeks of house sitting near an enormous farm, north of Charlottesville in Albemarle County.

I’ve seen many, many deer.  From slight differences on their coats, size and temperaments, it seems there are at least a dozen that come by the house occasionally.  One large buck seems to have mange – its coat is doing strange things with dark patches here and there.  One doe is very feisty – I think her brother is another buck but she does not like him coming too close to her.  And she put her hoof on a fawn’s (her’s?) head when it started licking her – awww – and then it ran away as well.  She must be having a bad day.  There is another large buck with at least 6 or 8 points wandering around, munching on the low leaves.

I have discovered a temporary sanctuary – a huge, majestic oak.  It must be over a hundred years old, spreading its large wings over a significant portion of a large meadow.  Sitting beneath, I look out to the South Mountains (hills) and I can see at least twenty miles away.  A train pushes through the farm, rocking the silence and jolting everyone awake.  There are spikes in this ancient tree, allowing someone to climb it.  Plus remnants of a tree house.  Aha!  Someone else knows about this refuge.  Nice!  Oh and it seems I do not get cell reception while in the tree, curious indeed.

The bird bath is a drinking fountain for squirrels, deer, birds and insects.  The birds seem to have so much fun – I love watching them splash water everywhere.  Recently, a plump robin seemed to take over, just taking its sweet time as it bathed.  Several little wrens and thrashers were on the edge going, “Hey!  Hurry up already!  It’s our turn.”

There is a “Peek-A-Boo” wood pecker on the suet feeder.  It seems to need to look up every few seconds, and as it does so, its head peeks around the corner as if to say, “Peek-A-Boo!!!”  And then it takes a bite with another “Surprise!” coming a few seconds later.  Very comical.  It comes and goes, so that if I sit on the patio, it plays this delightful childish game with me.

So far, and now that my time here is coming to an end, I have yet to see a fox, a chipmunk and all the blue jays seem to have gone elsewhere (thankfully – they were annoying last year).  Although I do miss their adding to the diversity.  I did see my first masked bandit up close – a raccoon sauntered by the window and I watched it root around under the bird feeders for a while.  As I tried to lift a blind, it recognized me and lumbered off into the woods.  It had a most peculiar gait – as if it was not used to running.  It was during the day and I hope there is nothing wrong with it, as they are typically nocturnal.

There are beautiful flowers that I am in charge of watering daily.  They seem to attract butterflies of many varieties and occasionally the humming birds visit the blossoms.  On the cool days, the many colored butterflies sun themselves on the patio.  About a dozen of them, wings slowly drifting back and forth, like an orchestra – where is the conductor?  There are also gorgeous purple leaves of a plant – in the sunlight, they have a silvery sheen.  It seems that plant does not need flowers to express its beauty.

The hummingbird feeder is doing its job.  Except it seems that one male is hogging it.  When a female approaches it, she must very wary.  She does not sit on the edge, rather she stays in flight as she drinks from the various “flowers.”  Hummingbirds are definitely not evolved animals – because wow that male is a prick.  🙂    Luckily this is not always the case.

Finally, several tiny yellow finches chase each other around and through the leaves of these dogwoods.  When they tire of this, they stop for a bite to eat from the feeder.  Then back to their merriment!

Inner conflicts and outer stasis – an astrological reflection

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Recently I have been asking: “What am I doing with my life?”  This is because big inner paradigms are shifting and I want to know what is going on, but I am not to know yet; rather I must wait patiently.  Let me flesh this out a little more precisely:

So I want to be clear, within my heart, about my life’s direction.  But all I know now, is what I had a glimpse of four years ago, that I am talented at astrology and bodywork (healing facilitation), I practice Buddhism, I’m interested in psychology – but not the dry, academic psychology I have met so far at UVa – I guess I should say I am interested in body-psychotherapy which is definitely “ahead of the curve.”  However, like four years ago, I am smitten with an apathy, a doubting voice and a heart that is not passionate enough about any of these subjects to dive in fully.  Therefore I continue to gradually dip my toes in, but I feel like a jack of multiple trades, rather than specializing in any one subject.  And I do not know if pushing in any of these subjects is “what I am meant to do.”

I have spoken with Julie Henderson, one of my heart teachers about my present conundrum, and she says, “Great!  You are in the midst of a huge transformation.”  Well…  I wish I could feel that elated about what I am going through.  She said that if someone were merely changing their attitudes, even this would take some time – maybe a few months of added downtime to integrate the shifts.  However, she said that if I am changing more than this – my body for instance, then it might take years.  Gulp!  Years???  Well I have been feeling like I am in a stasis since this past October / November of 2009.  So she says to practice confident patience – knowing that shifts are happening under the surface and that things are falling into place as it were.  She also gave me some advice regarding ways to possibly speed up the process, but it will not go that much faster.  So here I am  🙂

This waiting with confident patience has caused all sorts of anger and frustration to arise.  I want to be connected to wisdom beings and more precisely the clarity that might bring, because I do not want to waste my seemingly limited resources (Saturn in the 2nd house opposite Mars in the 8th).  My magical way of thinking – my idealistic bubble – has rudely burst, and now I am unsure of what I am meant to do with my life.  Luckily I have incredible resources – spiritual teachers, tools for self care and I know that any suffering I go through is only brought on by one person and their attitudes – that would be ME.

Glancing in my Progressed Chart however, I notice that I am shifting on an incredibly deep level.  And that to push or force anything at this point, would not only be harmful, but ludicrous.  I must wait patiently and kindly, as Julie says, with confidence.  But for my Mercury in Aries 9th house (impatient) mind, this is nearly impossible.  In my Progressed Chart, Pr. Mercury is at 29 degrees of Pisces, about to re-enter its sign from my birth, Aries.  Pr. Mars is teetering on the verge of entering my Natal 9th house.  Pr. Jupiter is within astronomical minutes of entering the sign of Leo (a once in a lifetime shift which will actually take a few years to complete).  Plus my Pr. Ascendant is activating the Natal Saturn / Mars opposition (tension, strain, push / pull, tiring aspect) and my Pr. Venus is nearing a conjunction with my Natal Sun – at least that sounds like it should be pleasant, although by this point I feel a little disenchanted (see below).  But as the reader can observe, there are multiple shifts occurring within my Progressed Chart which, even when taken separately, require patience and quality time to unfold.

When glancing at your Progressed chart, you can see trends arising, occurring and completing.  You can see the cycles which we all go through, decade after decade, etc.  However, one of the significant indications of major change in people is when the Progressed Personal Planets (Sun, Moon, Mars, Venus, Mercury and even the Ascendant) change signs or change houses then down time is necessary to integrate and re-structure.  Seriously – neuroscience is discovering how plastic (flexible, fluid, able to change) the brain is, even in adults.  We can change, but if we choose to do so, then it takes additional nourishment and time – new neurological synapses need to be nurtured and treated with kindness.

So that is what I am doing.  Seeing clients, and watching my growth rings amount to what feels like very little.  Luckily I have very solid resources as I mentioned above.  So… Cheers – here’s to waiting with confident patience!

Wisdom beings, known and unknown, seen and unseen, please be with all beings.  May all beings know happiness and its causes.  Thank you!

Prayers for Leh and Ladakh

Prayers for Leh and surrounding areas in Ladakh!  It sounds like the death count from the flash floods and resulting landslides continue to rise.  May supplies and support personnel be able to arrive in Leh with ease and swiftness.  May all who suffer there find nourishment and easier conditions.  Om Mani Padme Hung Hrih!

At first I was going to continue with my pilgrimage chronicles, but that seems insensitive at this time.  Expect more within a few days.  In the meantime, I would recommend doing Phowa practice or just saying the Mani Mantra (above – Om Mani Padme Hung).  Hold the intention to benefit and soften the shock for all sentient beings in Ladakh (and around the world), living and transitioning, seen and unseen.  Any prayers will help – thank you!

In the midst of this tragedy, having traveled to Ladakh and established a closer connection with the beautiful culture of the region, I feel increased sadness and weight for the terrible damage and loss from these recent natural disasters.  May the Earth be pacified (may we lessen the strain we put on her through pollution and war).  May all sentient beings know peace and happiness.

Amitabha Buddha, Buddha of Boundless Light (one aspect of the Buddha, known to help beings when they are dying or transitioning).

Ladakh Chronicles resume – Lama Yuru, Senge Lhakhang

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After several months break, I am resuming the Ladakh chronicles (from two years ago!) and now I intend to finish my description of that fantastic journey.  In 2008, I was a part of a dynamic and profound group of practitioners who went on pilgrimage to Ladakh India.  In this post, several pieces: the Lion Shrine – one of the oldest buildings in Ladakh (which is saying something), notes from taking refuge with Bakula Randrol Nyima Rinpoche and reflections on leaving Lama Yuru – which meant not doing a five day retreat.

On this last day at Lama Yuru Gompa, we visited the Senge Lhakhang, the Lion Shrine, which is the only building at Lama Yuru still standing from the original monastery that Rinchen Sangpo – the Great Translator – built in the 11th century.  That means it is ~1000 years old.  Woof!  There were beautiful sculptures, pictures of the five Buddha families and their Buddhas, faded mandalas and off in another room, there was a Gonkhang, or Protector Shrine.  These faces were not covered, so I was hoping taking pictures of them was okay.  It is said that the artwork in this ancient shrine is similar to that from Alchi Gompa.

For some reason, I have the notes from taking refuge with Bakula Rangdrol Nyima Rinpoche here on this day, one or two days after actually doing the refuge ceremony with him.  He mentioned several things for people who have taken refuge to keep in mind and practice: 1) do not worship lower spirits, 2) respect Dharma texts – do not step over them, do not put them on the floor, etc, 3) do not take Dharma advice from heretics (non-Sangha members), 4) make offerings to the Dharma wherever appropriate, and finally 5) take care of religious objects – anything from clothes to statues, images etc.  These pieces of advice were in addition to taking at least one of the 5 pratimoksha vows – not to kill, not to steal, not to take intoxicants, to avoid sexual misconduct and to avoid false speech (I think that is the five).

I was considering doing a retreat at Lama Yuru – especially when Lama Jorphel (Drupon) showed us the room that Westerners use to do one, two and three month retreats.  I would only have a few days after the majority of the group left however, so I opted out of doing a five day retreat.  I was very anxious and worried about food and transportation.  If I had felt more at ease, I probably would have stayed.  As it was, I wanted to visit the Tibetan doctor one more time – the Amche, I wanted to practice my Tibetan with a new Tibetan family I had met and I wanted to rest and read and just do a little bit of practice.  Oh – and I wanted to eat meat momos.

petition to Yeshe Goenpo

crushed, shaken, hooked
how I feel,
past year of waiting, resting
sitting, lying, trusting
swimming in the depths
I’m tired,
be with me!
why was I born a Pisces?
this form realm a living hell
how can one be simultaneously:
in anguish, restless, depressed,
aching, gutted?
my patience is dissolving,
my faith is floundering
hold my hand, I beg you
wrap my watery chrysalis
in your vast heart

Subtle Astrological Aspects – Listen deeply

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This is a post for people who have at least a little bit of astrological knowledge.  If you don’t have that, you can read through it and at least have a little laugh.

Ever wonder about those little known astrological aspects?  Like the semi-square, semi-sextile or the sesquiquadrate?  Did you even know that last one was a word?  <chuckle chuckle grin grin>

This is a post about possibilities when we slow down enough to listen and notice.  There are astrological aspects which most people do not notice – or they experience them and just go about their busy-ness.  Recently, I have been slowing down more, intentionally.  This is tough to do if we live a typical lifestyle, as there are many responsibilities and countless distractions.  First a little more about my story, and then into the astrology.

If you are a first time reader, welcome, and I will share a little background info.  I am a Tibetan Buddhist practitioner which means I attend an annual teaching retreat where Tibetan lamas (monks and teachers) discuss and teach on Buddhist theories, meditation and philosophies.  Having been a practitioner for several years now, and an avid supporter of the Tibetan Meditation Center (where they host many such retreats), I have developed a deeper relationship with several of the teachers there.

I have been fairly active over the past eight weeks or so, organizing for their Spring Retreat and then helping to organize for a high lama’s teachings in my home town of Charlottesville.  Actually “active” is not the right word.  I would say “overwhelmed and barely able to catch up with myself” are closer to the truth.  Typically, when I help to organize an event, I say I can do one thing but end up agreeing to take on more and eventually, at least in the past, I would get frustrated and realize, “Hey!  I have too much on my plate!”  So to be more accurate, I have been wired and tense as I accumulated responsibilities.

Prior to that, I have been finishing my undergraduate work at the University of Virginia in addition to working as a self-employed healing facilitator offering Craniosacral Bodywork sessions and Spiritual Astrology interpretations.  Therefore, since 2006, I have not really had much down time – school in the fall and spring, winter retreat, and work like hell over the summer.  The word vacation is foreign to me, since the last time I went on one was in the previous century…  Yowsers!  So when Drupon Thinley Ningpo, a Tibetan lama and one of my heart teachers, told me, when I solicited advice, “You need to slow down.  You need to relax.”  Being confused at first, I asked for clarification, not understanding that all he wants me to do is rest down.  He said, “just relax, that’s all.”  Well, that sounds easy…

But as I mentioned above, there are numerous distractions and like most people, I need to pay my bills.  But I have been purposefully resting down as of late (the past few weeks anyway) and I intend to continue.  As I slow down, I am realizing there are numerous astrology aspects which occur, but in the past I could never have noticed them as I was just barely able to finish the next thing on my unending to-do list.

So what actually occurs when we experience a semi-square?  Do we ever feel positive effects from a semi-sextile aspect?  And for those of you wondering, I will also answer the questions: what is a semi-square?  semi-sextile? sesquiquadrate?  🙂

In geocentric astrology, when someone is born, their birth chart or natal horoscope is a snap shot of the solar system from a top-down, Earth-centered view.  And of course, the planets continue moving as the days go by, and this continual planetary motion is known in astrology as Transits (because the “transiting planets” continue to circle the Sun and aspect planets in the natal horoscope).  It is these aspects that I am concerned about for the purposes of this post.

In astrology, there are Hard Aspects – the major hard aspects are the Conjunction (depending on the planets involved), the Square and the Opposition.  And there are Soft Aspects – the majors ones are the Trine and Sextile (and occasionally the Conjunction when beneficial planets are involved).  It is these major aspects that most people are concerned about because they indicate significant tension, benefits, strife, opportunities, relationships, conflict, support, etc.  It is the major aspects that are hard to miss – especially the Hard Aspects, the Square and Opposition reflect events in our lives that tend to catalyze change and transformation, the beginning, middle and end of cycles.

Now I’m not trying to say that I know about them.  Good grief!  I am a Leo Rising, but I think I have gotten a grip on my arrogance and pride.  However, I do have a little bit of experience as a Professional Astrologer, so I will share what little I know below.

So, now that I have bored you to death and written way too much in the way of an introduction…  If one can slow down enough, they can notice all of the aspects occurring between their Natal charts and the Transiting Planets.  The Square (90 degrees, one fourth of the chart) is an aspect which reflects tension and challenge in someone’s life – the square can indicate resistance and stubbornness because, seriously, who wants to change?  We all have expectations about what our lives are supposed to look like, and who wants to go against the grain and transform themselves?  Well, sometimes we don’t have a choice.  Impermanence is a fact – things change.  Sorry  🙂

Well the semi-square (45 degrees) is a minor version of its major relative.  It is one eighth of the chart.  The semi-square indicates behavior that could get us in trouble if we continue to perpetuate it.  It indicates habits which are in the process of forming.  Depending on which planets are in aspect, these habits can be detrimental or positive for our healthy growth and continued resting in alignment.

The Sextile aspect (60 degrees) is a just barely a major aspect.  It is one sixth of the chart.  Some astrologers consider it to be a minor aspect because having many Hard Aspects occurring at the same time can sharply reduce the events reflected by Sextiles.  In general, the Sextile tends toward opportunities and benefits, but of course you need to see which planets are in aspect and which astrological houses are involved to become clear of the meaning.  Some sextiles, for instance involving Jupiter or Venus are almost always positive, where other sextiles, perhaps involving Mars or Pluto can be a little trying or steamy, but still positive in the long run.

The semi-sextile (30 degrees) is even more subtle than the Sextile.  Which means that it is the least discernible of all.  I would say that if you have several semi-sextiles operating at the same time, then you might notice.  It is one twelfth of the chart.

Finally, the sesquiquadrate aspect (135 degrees) is an odd aspect that occurs when you add the Square plus the Semi-square (90 and 45 degrees respectively).  It is a little more than one third of the chart and it is difficult to discern unless you really search for it.  Again, in my experience, I would say that you need to keenly seek out the planets involved in it and then be aware of what they indicate when in aspect.  In other words, don’t put too much effort into locating these!  See below.

I plan to wrap this up shortly, by the way…  One example first, in addition to a little advice about these subtle aspects.

Regarding the subtle aspects, if you lead a busy life, forget about them.  They are subtle and you need several of them operating simultaneously to notice.  The only one which might carry some weight is the semi-square.  It is fairly easy to locate – 45 degrees is a full sign plus a half.  In my experience, none of these subtle aspects reflects major, life-changing influences.  However, if you notice yourself drifting off into a deluded state, it might be good to see if Neptune is making a semi-square with Mercury or another personal planet.

Generally, you will notice these subtle aspects the most when the planets involved reflect something which you have not resolved in your subconscious (psycho-spiritual) process.  For instance, in my chart, I have Uranus in a Square aspect to Venus in my Natal Chart – which means I am constantly walking around with a dynamic, magnetic, charming yet bohemian (Uranus) way of relating (and sense of style), especially regarding loved ones (Venus) – I need space and I will often surprise even people who know me with some unpredictable behavior (Uranus).

So if and when transiting Uranus makes a minor aspect to my Natal Venus, it can indicate a stimulation of these energies – whether from within my psyche or from other people without (which still originate within me – e.g. who am I attracting and why?).  If Uranus makes a Major Aspect to my Natal Venus look out – then there would be some events in my life (reflected of course, not caused, by the aspect) that would seem to be unavoidable.  The only thing I can control is my reaction to them.

Well guess what.  Recently I noticed, transiting Uranus is presently making a semi-square to Venus, and due to transiting Uranus’ slow movement, it has been sitting in this relationship to Venus for several months.  So that explains a bizarre and unexpected relationship faux pas which I recently experienced.

Yes, sometimes if you experience a curious event and you do not see “evidence” for it in your major transiting or progressed aspects, then it might be good to look at what is occurring locally or on more of a minor level.  Then, and only then, is it helpful.  And remember, astrology simply provides understanding about ourselves and others.  It is a tool and nothing more, nothing less.  Don’t spend too much time with it, but having a bigoted, prejudiced attitude toward it is not good either.

Thanks for reading and have a good day.

Let me know if you are interested in having your chart done (receiving an Interpretation).

Khenchen Konchog Gyaltsen in C’ville

Khenchen taught in Charlottesville on the topic of his relatively recent text, “Prescriptions and Proscriptions.”  It was a beautiful weekend hosted at the Unity Church.  He taught both afternoons and then offered refuge on Sunday.  The first day he went through the preliminaries and the Hinayana theories – for instance, practice good moral ethics and you will be happier.  Then on the second day he went through the Vajrayana section and Mahamudra – very potent and I, yet again, learned a lot.  Actually, even if I had heard something again, hearing it from Khenchen is such a solid reminder and I find it very validating.

As I mention in a previous post, it was Khenchen who taught (me) that it truly is possible to become a Buddha in this lifetime.  It is not just a cliche or a pie in the sky wish – through hard work and effort and putting the lamas advice into practice, it is quite do-able.

About 25 to 30 people showed up on both days, with Saturday having one group and then many new faces showed up on Sunday.  I am very grateful that Khenchen blessed us with his presence.  As the event was winding down, I made announcements, thanking people, etc.  I also requested Khenchen to please come back and teach in C’ville.  He stopped me saying, “you know there are several great teachers at TMC now and that it would be better to invite them down.”  I think he is unfortunately feeling the affects of his chronic fatigue – he is tired.  So thank you thank you thank you for blessing us by coming to Charlottesville.  It might not happen again in this lifetime.

July wish

to transcend or to stick with this curious existence…

I yearn for the trees, to be alone in the woods,

to discover a life of substance, not these false, vapid appearances.

A life worth living, full of pure vitality, pulsing.

I yearn for another glimpse into reality, to ride the waves found within, to live fully.

I am tired of my old habits, formed or nurtured in this stale, artificial environment.

I yearn to come back to my heart, to feel alive, to breathe fully,

to be fearless, to speak from my core, unshakably.

May I be clear kind and most importantly honest with all.

I yearn to escape Mara’s clutches, to complete my practice without distraction, for the benefit of all beings.

May it be so.