The Joys of Practicing Dharma

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This is a post from the blog’s creator about his relationship with Buddhist practice. The title could also be “the joys of practicing Buddhism”

I just want to start out by saying that I am no one special, I ain’t got extraordinary qualities and often times, my mind is caught up in confusion and afflictive emotions. However, I try to maintain a dedicated practice within the Drikung Kagyu tradition of Tibetan Buddhism (since 2006). I have attended and received numerous teachings and blessings from qualified Lamas, professors and teachers in several authentic lineages. So these are simply my little thoughts on the subject. Any errors in writing are the fault of my obscured, afflicted mind.

Recently I wrote a post entitled, “Buddhist Vows: What have I gotten myself into.” Due to the ambiguous connotation implied in this title, I wanted to write a post pointing out the many positive results one receives from sincerely practicing the Dharma.

I want to start out by saying Buddhism is a joy to practice, provided the practitioner meets several criteria. The Buddha said that salvation comes from within (unlike Theistic religions where aspirants seek total assistance from an outside Deity), and having said this, the Buddha gave teachings on how to become free from suffering and confusion – it is up to the individual practitioner how far along the path they travel.

Buddhist practice does take effort – continual, daily, sincere effort. Not too much effort mind you, one goal is to realize an alert, relaxed state, mindful and calm. We neither want to be strict ascetics, sitting under a tree starving, nor do we want to be utter hedonists, lazily plodding through life seeking every pleasure we can get our paws on. We want to tread the middle way.

Rather, in order to practice Buddhism, we must be willing to reflect on our behavior, our words and eventually, our thoughts. And then we should change that which leads to suffering or dissatisfaction – whether harming ourselves or others, we need to abandon this conduct. So yes, there is a little bit of “work” involved in practicing Dharma. But I have heard that we will notice results if we practice as little as half an hour per day. That’s not asking too much right? With the tangible results of additional clarity, kindness and gradual lasting happiness, who would rather waste all of their time, sitting in front of the TV for hours?

On the other hand, we should be aware that practicing the Dharma sincerely will “stir the pot” as it were. If we are willing to put in some effort over a long period of time, then we should consider learning Buddhist meditation. Be aware though that meditation causes mental detritus (our “stuff”) to rise to the surface in order to be released. Yes, meditation and sincere practice can lead to healing the mind and the body, but it can be a little uncomfortable along the way. Once we have a little experience under our belts however, this slight discomfort becomes the norm and then gradually it falls away completely (or it is joyfully embraced as a part of the process).

If we are seeking a “magic silver bullet,” that is if we want to magically transform overnight, then we should take our aspirations elsewhere (Buddhism will only disappoint in this case). Authentic change is like water dripping on a rock – the rock will be molded and refined by the water, but it could take years. Eventually however, that rock will become as smooth as a baby’s bottom. Unfortunately, many people in the West are seeking quick solutions and they get discouraged when meditation gets uncomfortable or if it doesn’t work within a few months. That is why it is good to examine multiple teachers and then choose an authentic spiritual teacher who we feel a strong connection with.

For beginners, I would recommend seeking out Zen Buddhist centers, Insight Meditation groups, Theravada teachers or Tibetan Buddhist teachings on the gradual stages of the path (Lamrim teachings). This way we can get a sense of our capacities. We need to be aware that it can take months to get used to the new routine of added introspective time. Be gentle and rewards will come. Sometimes our dispositions require that we be firm, but do be gentle.

Keep in mind that the harder we push along the spiritual path, the closer we must work with our teachers and with a group of dedicated practitioners – the Sangha or Buddhist group who helps us to stay on the path. The harder we push along the path, the trickier the footing becomes – thorns appear out of nowhere and sometimes the trail follows along the edge of a steep, dangerous precipice. If this happens too soon, then you are going too fast. There is a saying that I love from Hugh Milne, a bodywork instructor and Buddhist practitioner: “we can never go too deep, only too fast.” So slow down and we must be willing to accept our teacher’s advice and solutions if we become stuck or confused.

If we are one of the rare individuals who can maintain solid ethics, persistent effort, pure faith (simultaneously on a daily basis) and we have investigated the above mentioned Buddhist groups, then we might choose to work with a Tibetan Lama or someone who can see beyond our superficial processes and reactions. This person can recommend potent, transformative practices that are individually tailored for our unique dispositions. And by doing these practices, our process of purifying negative emotions, cleansing mental obscurations and moving toward clarity, kindness and integrity are accelerated.

If one finds someone like this, spend as much time as possible attending their teachings. Then, when feeling clear and confident about what the specific practices are, go home and do them. Eventually, no matter what soil you may have planted previous seeds in, if you rely on an authentic spiritual master, your inner garden will bloom with brilliant radiance.

No matter what though, start where you are. Do not bite off more than you can chew. Spiritual heroes are people who are gentle and kind, along with being persistent and disciplined. And remember, wisdom is the antidote to ignorance (the cause of suffering) and vast compassion is the antidote to self-grasping and stinginess. Develop these qualities and you will not go astray.

Thank you for reading.

Do we have to get sick after Dharma teachings?

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A post about sickness as purification after potent Dharma teachings.

The answer to the above question is an emphatic: “No!” Or maybe it should be, not for the reasons you are suggesting.

So often I hear the sentiment that after a potent weekend or a week or more of Dharma teachings (or retreat), that coming home, settling down and getting sick is the norm. Often times one might hear someone talking about potent, purifying practices. Well, in case you have not noticed, I disagree. And in this post I discuss my opinions about this subject.

The idea for this post came to me when I came back from Winter Retreat a while ago, and five or six days later I was floored by a nasty sinus infection. When I told a Sangha member about my illness, she said, “yep, it means these were potent teachings.” Whoa!? That is quite the causal statement!! Suddenly my sickness was caused by the Dharma… I’m not sure about that logic. I would rather attribute my sickness to several “temporary compensatory behaviors” I engaged in upon returning – for instance, I ate junk food, and then started an old habit of playing computer games. Sometimes I stayed up late. With or without potent teachings, I was on the fast track toward sickness with those activities in the virile-germ filled winter (in Virgina, winter time temps range from 15 to 50 degree Fahrenheit so flu season can be a bear).

I was thinking of shelving this topic for good, but then, yesterday I got back from the Kalachakra teachings in Wash. D.C. with the Dalai Lama, and someone asked me if I had gotten sick. Uh oh, here we go again. I’m hoping this is not something personal and no one else notices it. Am I (Kirby Moore) often sick after teachings? Although, seeing so many people sick after such profound teachings has me wondering… It has me wondering if there might be a parsimonious conclusion.

[On a tangent, away from my primary line of reasoning. At a teaching where there are at least dozens and most likely, hundreds of living Buddhas walking around, it might actually be best to push ourselves past our limits. Below I mention the importance of practicing Self Care, but if we have the chance to meet the Karmapa but we are feeling stretched and overextended already – it is probably best to go meet him! However, under normal circumstances (not involving His or Her Holiness) it is good to notice our body’s limits. This can prevent colds or flu from taking hold.]

Yes, I have several problems with this theory – the title of the post. First of all, it makes getting sick seem normal and acceptable after teachings. Not that there is anything wrong with getting sick – but after every teaching? [Temporary tangent: Maybe getting sick can be equated with purification, but on a side note I have heard that getting sick at least once a year is good for the immune system, or it can be an indication that we are processing something on a deeper level and the sickness is the body’s way of saying, “time to slow down up there!”] But I don’t think it should occur after every retreat we engage in. What if I had come back from Winter Retreat and eaten well and rested down. I can assure you, that with a healthy regimen, I may not have come down with anything. But we make choices and live with the consequences.

And on a similar note, here in the West, we are not really prepared to do full weekend or week-long retreats / practice schedules – even attending a full day of teachings can be a vast difference from our normal hectic lifestyle. In order to do a retreat, we act like monastics for a week, diving in deep, raising our frequency in some regards, slowing down in other ways. Sure this manic behavior could lead to our getting sick when we come out of it, but there are other options available. Who wants to be sick that often anyway?

We need to find balance. If red flags are coming up – as our body tells us we are stretching ourselves too thin – then perhaps we need to back off. Find a way to be balanced as we dive in to a full weekend. If we need to nap some, or sleep in, or stay somewhere that we can have personal space, then do it! And please, while we are at it, let us stop propagating this strange adage that most people get sick after potent teachings or retreats. It is possible that we are practicing solid self care and getting sick nonetheless – but I have rarely seen this to be the case.

There is a theory that I appreciate for when we are doing a retreat: we should gradually ease into it, then it should be the most potent in the middle and then we gradually ease out of it. This allows for a gentler pace. Think about it – how can anyone go from say 1 hour of meditation a day to 8 hours, keep it up for a week, and then try to immediately back it down to 1 hour a day as they get on with their busy work-lifestyle? This sounds like a recipe for disaster. If I know I have a retreat coming up, and I have the leisure time to do it, I spend two or three days ahead of it resting down. I purposely lie down for an hour, whether I am tired or not. This slows me down.

And then more importantly, the time after a retreat is crucial. How do we integrate what we encountered? How can we ease back into life as we knew it? If we are used to a fast pace, when we return from retreat, we are often faced with empty time. How do we fill that empty space? We have the space (you could say mental capacity) but we no longer have the container (provided by the Lamas or the sacred retreat space a.k.a. mandala) to engage in the deep practice with ease. So do what you can and then rest down. Sometimes it is tempting to turn on the TV or watch a movie or mess around on facebook, or write in our blogs, etc. Practice some self care and then maybe you won’t get sick. And yes, as per some comments to this post – wash your hands, don’t eat / drink after others, and imagine there are new strains of viruses on these new people from out of town. Then we might shape up, eh?!

Yeah I know the sutras talk about the importance of waking up early and practicing. But they also talk about kindness – and kindness to self is the most important type! If we can’t be kind to ourselves, how can we expect to authentically practice it with others? So instead of diving from work to retreat back to work, how about leaving a couple days open for a break. Take a day off. Then maybe the teachings can sink in deeper and we can embody them more fully.

By the way, knocking on wood, I am not sick yet after attending all the teachings by the Dalai Lama. I am practicing self care, I plan to continue taking care of myself and I am happy to rest down a little extra to integrate. But I have had much practice on this path of kindness to self. Yay! I wish the same for all beings. Thanks for reading my rants. 🙂

One Fine Day, Summer 2011

a brief post about a fine day at the Kalachakra in Washington D.C. with His Holiness the Dalai Lama

After witnessing some of the lower self behaviors in my peers at the Kalachakra event yesterday… today was blissful, bustling and brilliant!

Woke up early. Felt the usual buzzing energy as my nervous system gears up immediately. Ugh! Good ole Loong disorder 🙂 Checked in with the I Ching – to practice Dharma or to practice self care by sleeping in. It came back with “Do just enough and not more.” I wanted clarity. It said “rest down, don’t push.” No problem, went back to sleep.

Yesterday was pre-empowerment, so I thought a little about those things before falling back asleep. Realized I did not actually require kusha grass to have auspicious dreams, not that I had anything special.

Ate breakfast, walked to metro, thankfully not too hot. But still sweating upon arrival at terminal. Uh oh – I might stink. Metro to downtown, Chinatown stop. Called friend, had lunch with friends – some old and others new. Was introduced to some incredibly delicious Chinese food at the Full Kee restaurant in Chinatown – but the chicken and egg plant (cooked in a fish sauce) turned me off; one out of seven dishes is not bad. Luckily I had already eaten a lion’s share. Outside restaurant, started speaking with someone I had never met, in this lifetime. We exchanged “where are you in life” stories and found out we are both Biodynamic Craniosacral therapists! Wow!

She heard that I graduated in psychology from UVa and she suggested I look into somatic psychology at UC Santa Barbara – a school I had considered previously. Terrific! Got back to the Verizon Center where the festivities were being held. Somehow no lines, despite it being soon til His Holiness would start. Nice!

Bag searched. Metal objects out. Walk through metal detector, no problem. Ticket scanned, I’m in! Crowds not too bad today, but one gentleman in a suit beckons us all to keep moving. I sit down in my usual seat – 400 L, way up high in the stands. I hear a more-and-more-familiar “Kah-bee, hey Kah-bee.” Wait a minute? That could be my name being said with that standard Asian accent where certain languages don’t have the “Ker” sound. Sure enough!

My friends Samduk, Nawang and Tsering were sitting very close by. I move to sit near them and discover they have the tix for those empty seats and other friends were not arriving until later. Two kids at the moment, a boisterous little Aries who is four years old named (pronounced) “Tse-pai” and a bumbling, brash seven year old named (pr.) “Tai-nam”. Their names are important because I would spend the next six hours with these families.

Got to catch up a little before teachings started. It’s so funny how I have to come up here to DC to slow down and actually catch up with friends from Charlottesville… ugh! I need to be more social down there!

His Holiness the Dalai Lama came in the Arena with a man in a curious red skull cap, who was dressed in black with red trimmings. Then I saw the big silver cross hanging down his robe front – oh. It was the Arch Bishop of Washington D.C. HHDL and he reminisced a little and talked about the benefits of interfaith dialogue. It was precious when the Dalai Lama presented him with a Buddha statue and said, “for you, the Buddha is just thinker and philosopher. That’s all.” Amazing! Did the Arch Bishop realize how special that statue might be? (Or how much anyone in the audience might pay to acquire it? Joke joke!)

His Holiness the Dalai Lama gave a little empowerment. Nothing special.

Then we were informed that the schedule had been changed around. No surprise there. The mandala viewing would now be tonight as they wanted to get His Holiness as much rest as possible. Good call! So we would be dismissed by sections to come down and view the SUBLIME mandala. Unfortunately I realized that I and my Tibetan friends were sitting in the top of the arena, meaning it might be hours before we could view it. Well that was a good assumption.

We decided to go out and eat, then come back to view the mandala, considering they said it could be a couple hours… Decent Thai food. But more important than that, I got to spend time with Tibetans in a familial setting. I love how their culture is so much different from ours, despite these Tibetans living and working amongst the rest of us in Charlottesville. When two of the kids started fighting, all eyes went to them, with compassionate hearts. When one child started crying, everyone tried to comfort him. I secretly hoped it was okay that I was, in addition to participating in the dinner conversation, studying their reactions when different situations arose. They’d probably think, “what’s the point of that?” They are so in the moment – how refreshing! In Tibetan, the words “Thug Je” basically mean Noble Heart, or Compassion and “Thug Je Chen po” means Great Compassion. This phrase basically sums up what I love about Tibetan culture and people.

Back to the Arena. Somehow we slipped in a side door, no security(?). I asked Tse-pai if she wanted to ride on my shoulders, that was fun. Plus it kept her out of trouble. She is very fiery, so I think some of her joie-de-vivre may have rubbed off – I definitely need to get in touch with the fiery four year old part of myself! Anyway, we eventually bump into friends of theirs who are from, no other than, Charlottesville by way of none other than, California. Okay – not only am I seeing old friends up here from my home town, but I am meeting new ones… How bizarre! 🙂

I meet a PhD. student from UVa, his wife and two children. Then he introduces me to his friend, a monk from India who is originally from Long Beach California. California seems to be on my subtle mind?

We gradually get to stand in line to view the mandala. I play with Konchog – a one and a half year old toddler. Yay! The mandala is incredible, there is plexiglass up on the sides and we are moved through pretty quick. I touch my prayer beads to several shrines, seeking blessings.

Tse-pai rides on my shoulders again as I help my friends keep track of her. Hard to lose her when I am 6 feet 3 inches tall to begin with… 🙂 He has to get their stroller. She watches the kids. I say my farewells and head back to metro. Ticket in machine. Hop on yellow line. Eight stops later, I’m in Alexandria. Walk to my sister’s beautiful home. Check in with my generous, creative brother-in-law. Here I am.

So what did I learn from today? I love spending time with joyful children, I may need to look into school in California, and I love to network. I could just be high from seeing so many living Buddhas. Oh well, off to bed to rise afresh.

Refuge Vows continued

Another post continuing the previous stream about Buddhist Refuge vows and commitments

Again, I want to stress for the record that it is highly beneficial to take refuge and to attempt to live up to a few of these commitments than to shy away from them because of feeling intimidated or overwhelmed. Start where you are. Be gentle. It is my intention to inform, not to cause anxiety.

Also, most of these actual commitments are from Alexander Berzin, PhD and the berzinarchives.com. The commentaries are my own, plus I have received teachings from numerous lamas on this same subject.

Believe it or not, there are other commitments we make when we take refuge. First we take seriously our devotion to the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha and we don’t worship any other totems, spirits or gods of another religion. The Triple Gem provides ample protection and refuge, hence the name. We also agree not to accumulate (greedily) as much material wealth as possible – what is more important than worldly possessions is good qualities. So we commit to attempt to improve ourselves and develop compassion, loving-kindness, discernment, persistence, etc.

Personally, as someone who feels I must eat meat for my health, I believe I constantly break or weaken this next commitment. In fact, in Buddhism this might be one of the stickiest of topics: eating meat vs being a vegetarian. The commitment is to cause as little harm as possible – to all beings, including humans and animals. A Buddhist should never directly take a life, whether animal or human, and a Buddhist should not have or partake of anything killed specifically for them. Of course, considering I do not hunt, I don’t have a slaughter house and I don’t believe someone is killing for me, I have not transgressed this commitment directly. But I eat a lot of meat (my doctors say this is best in order to stay grounded). Therefore I am extra aware of this when I eat meat around other practitioners or vegetarians. The suggestion though is to be mindful that a being was killed for this meat – therefore don’t rejoice in killing anything – and better yet, say some prayers for the animal that was slaughtered. Maybe it can have a positive rebirth.

To honor the Sangha Jewel, and especially when we are first starting out (meaning we are more impressionable or weak in our knowledge and confidences), we should avoid spending time around negative people. Of course there are caveats to this commitment. We need to work – right livelihood. And for the most part, there are negative people in the world and we probably have to work with several of them. So we do the best we can in certain situations. Therefore I think this commitment has to do with our leisure time – who do we hang out with for fun? Who do we date or have romantic relations with? If we are serious in our practice of improving ourselves, then Buddhism is certainly an appropriate path to be on, and we then must consider who has a positive influence on us and who has the reverse influence.

As a sign of respect, we commit to honoring any Buddhist image, statue or even a scrap of robes from a monastic practitioner. This also includes tsa tsas – plaster images or statues of Buddhist beings. There is also a story about someone protecting Buddhist items and generating merit from doing so. This includes all Dharma books (and some people go on to include any positive book or letters, because learning to read and write allows one to study, practice and teach the Dharma with more ease) and we commit to respect anyone who has taken and upheld their monastic vows. To conclude this section about respecting Buddhist images etc, if we need to dispose of Dharma texts or other items, it is best to respectfully burn them.

Due to this post creeping up in length, I will briefly mention the final commitments, even though they are no less important than what I have discussed previously. First, we want to consider how fortunate we are for having met with the Three Jewels – or at least one of them – on a daily basis. Second, we offer the first portion of our (Berzin mentions hot food or drink) food and beverages to the Triple Gem – he mentions that we don’t have to say the food blessing prayer in Tibetan or even in English – we can simply say, “Please Buddhas enjoy this.” Third, we commit to sharing our knowledge of the Triple Gem with interested parties – I stress the word “interested.” There is no such thing as a Buddhist missionary, and if you meet one, then that person is committing a non-virtue (using idle speech). So we lead by example, and then if someone asks us about our path, we tell them. But we also are aware of what they can take in – to speak of emptiness to someone who is not ready to hear about it is another problem (violation of Bodhicitta vows).

Fourth, we commit to saying a refuge prayer and / or remembering the benefits of taking refuge six times a day – three during the day and three at night. Berzin mentions that it can be done three times in the morning and three times before going to bed. Fifth – we commit ourselves to taking refuge especially in times of crisis. By studying the Buddha’s wisdom, we discover that we can eliminate the causes of problems, and therefore taking refuge during a crisis is actually the most appropriate thing to do to resolve it (or at least gain greater understanding of our situation). Sixth, and finally, we commit ourselves to never give up our refuge vows. Even if we are being threatened with death, we do what we can, but we never give up our vows in our heart. This way, each lifetimes builds on the previous one – we continue to improve ourselves and to benefit others, which also benefits us in the long run.

There are five vows (complete upasaka precepts) that are occasionally mentioned during the refuge ceremony – these are to avoid killing, avoid stealing, avoid committing sexual misconduct, to avoid lying and to avoid taking any intoxicants of any kind. Technically, we choose at least one of these vows to keep during our refuge ceremony. But the suggestion is to be realistic – if we know we have a few glasses a wine each week, then we don’t take that vow! But we can take one, two, three or four of the others instead.

Thanks for reading.

Buddhist vows: what have I gotten myself into?

This is a post about the Refuge Vows one takes on the Vajrayana Buddhist path

I want to start out by saying that I write the title in jest. If you meet a Dharma (Buddhist) teacher who you feel a strong connection with, it is very beneficial to take refuge, which effectively means to become a Buddhist. Do the best you can and then let go. I am writing this to inform, not to cause overwhelm or guilt of any sort. Remember to practice kindness to self.

I wonder, when we take refuge, if a teacher had enough time, would they go into detail on all of these commitments or vows? Or does each teacher have slightly different methods or flavors as it were? Hmmm… See what you think:

Upon reading Alexander Berzin’s book entitled “An Introduction to the Kalachakra Initiation,” I got a vivid reminder of all the vows I have taken, and about the vows I could possibly take if I were to go through the Kalachakra Initiation, which thankfully I don’t plan to do. One can also go to the berzinarchives.com to see multiple essays on this same subject. There are also multiple texts which include this information, including the source texts by the Indian master Asanga.

I realize that, for beginners, there are a lot of words in this post which may seem novel or foreign. That’s because they are. A trustworthy site to go to look up these and other terms is Rigpa Wiki – rigpawiki.org.

In spite of having practiced for six years and having read multiple books, some of these are new to me. It does not mean I that do not follow them, but I did not realize they came with taking refuge. Most of this info comes directly from Alexander Berzin, PhD. so it would be good to read the Berzin Archives or another of his books when you get the chance, as he goes in depth on each of these topics. I feel that Berzin is closest to the Gelugpa in orientation, considering his work with the Dalai Lama and the Kalachakra texts. As a result, I wonder, or better yet, yearn to know if I can “get out” of any of these due to my being a Kagyupa… But I suspect these apply to everyone who aspires to be a Buddhist.

Refuge:
Taking refuge means much, much more than simply having our hair cut and receiving a Dharma name (usually in Tibetan). To take refuge in the Vajrayana path, one commits themselves to a teacher already examined, or commits themselves to finding and investigating a qualified teacher. Obviously we take refuge in the Triple Gem – the Buddha, the Dharma and the Sangha, not exactly in that teacher per se. We commit ourselves to studying Dharma texts and this goes even further, we also commit ourselves to applying the sections of the Dharma (practices) that help us to overcome our afflictive emotions. Apart of taking refuge in the Arya (noble ones) Sangha, we commit to understanding how the Four Noble Truths apply to our lives. In doing so, we follow the example of the Noble Sangha.

This next set of commitments applies to all of the Three Jewels as a whole. Also, when I read them, I wonder about certain lineages and whether or not they realize these commitments apply to them… By studying the Dharma and the Four Noble Truths, we apply ourselves to become less attached to sensory pleasures. Berzin says that we work on ourselves and try to constantly improve our positive skills and potentials. Most people know that Buddhism is about renunciation. And I think that distortions of this fact keep people away from the Buddhist path or even inquiry. However, when we take refuge, we commit to lead a more ethical life – following the Buddha’s example as it were. This is different though than following a completely set-in-stone sequence of rules – rather we need to investigate, what is beneficial for us and for those around us? What harms me or those around me? What should I adopt and what should I discard?

I think that most people who take refuge know that they have committed themselves to causing as little harm to themselves and others as possible. Berzin mentions that our spiritual progress never comes at other’s expense. I like that. The eighth commitment is to make offerings to the Triple Gem whenever possible, and especially during Buddhist holidays, as “this helps us to feel apart of a larger community” (Berzin archives). I suspect that if one is quite impoverished, that making offerings mentally visualized might suffice – or picking a wildflower and offering it. There is the story of a woman offering a single flower to a previous Buddha and with that merit, having a fortunate rebirth down the road (unfortunately I am away from my notes, so I don’t know the sutra this comes from).

As another personal note, I have taken refuge from several well-respected lamas in the Drikung Kagyu lineage of Tibetan Buddhism – at least in terms of have separate refuge ceremonies. Of course, whenever we receive Tantric intitiations, we also take refuge and bodhicitta vows – minus the haircutting and Dharma name aspects. I was also present when members of a Ladakh Pilgrimage took refuge from Bakula Rangdrol Nyima Rinpoche. Some of these lamas went more in depth on these topics above while others did not have much time and only made a few comments. For instance, Bakula Rangdrol Nyima Rinpoche was the primary Cham dancer at the Lama Yuru dances, so he did not have a lot of time.

This post is continued (see above).

For the Benefit of All Beings – the movie

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On Sunday evening, I saw a movie by Christina Lundberg about Garchen Rinpoche. It was basically a documentary, talking about Rinpoche’s lifestory, his previous incarnations, his experience in the Kham resistance movement (yes, he was in the military for a couple years, believe it or not!) and the film has many of Rinpoche’s students and fellow teachers (Lamas primarily) talking about how blessed we are to have someone like him among us.

It was an incredibly inspiring, informative and uplifting film. There are also ample opportunities to cry, which for some of us, is a great thing! I have been studying and practicing within the Drikung Kagyu lineage of Tibetan Buddhism since 2005, having first attended Garchen Rinpoche in 2007, so I have slowly gotten to know more about Rinpoche. However, I learned a lot during this movie. I had no idea he had been in the military. Apparently that is apart of why he went to prison for so long (20 years).

I don’t want to ruin much more of the film, but how could I, really? The cinematography is potent, subtle and gorgeous; the subtitles are clear and the translations solid. I actually want to watch the movie again because I missed some of the background as I was reading the translated words below, or I would miss the words as I was mesmerized by the beautiful scenery.

If you get the chance, I would highly recommend this special, precious film. It is showing at the Navy Memorial tonight (July 12th) and on Thursday night (the 14th). You can get off or on the metro right there at the National Archives stop. The address is 701 Pennsylvania Ave. Go watch it for the benefit of all beings!

Monastics and Masters; Buddhists Underground

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This article is a brief description of my three days experience at the Kalachakra for World Peace.

I’m reporting from the Kalachakra in D.C. I went to the Verizon Center on Wednesday for His Holiness’ birthday celebrations. Then Thursday was all prayers, preparing space for the Kalachakra initiation, mandala and then in the afternoon Namgyal monks did a Kalachakra dance. Similar to Cham, but I suspect a little different. I don’t know what they were doing, or why. (sorry for my ignorance) 🙂 Today was the first day of teachings.

Sights – very colorful, beautiful, high quality. The camera people seem to know what they are doing. Sounds – see below, the chanting and the instruments are clear… voices? Smells – all positive – incense, flowers, french fries. Tastes – it might be possible to smuggle in a little food, as these guys are charging more than airports or movie theaters…

Wednesday: I love it when Tibetans have a reason to dress up. Even the men look good – traditional chubas over Tibetan tunics and pants, curious traditional shoes; of course though, the women look sublime. Many colorful chubas, scarves, frocks – even the Westerners were doing pretty good. For the Dalai Lama’s birthday, Arun Gandhi, the Mahatma’s grandson and Martin Luther King III (MLK Jr’s son) sat to either side of His Holiness. They gave inspiring speeches about conflict resolution, compassion and how we aught to be having a peace race – as in the opposite of an arms race. Tibetan children played a traditional song for His Holiness, with numerous instruments and singing.

There may have been five to eight thousand people the first day. Everything seems fine, except of course the four dollar bottle of water and the ten dollar chicken fingers (seriously! gross!). Oh, and if you are sitting in the 400s sections, the resonance of the speakers is bizarre and you end up hearing multiple sounds simultaneously – I could understand neither the Tibetan nor the English. Luckily, you can get a headset in English – ten dollar deposit, and it makes His Holiness’ words and his translator’s words crystal clear.

Thursday: All prayers, along with a Kalachakra monastic dance. The dancers were in very festive, colorful golden outfits, with Lanza characters on their crowns. Lanza is the very fancy version of Tibetan which you often see at the tops of the beginning of sadhanas and pechas. The Dalai Lama sat in the mandala platform on several occasions as the monks from Namgyal (His Holiness’ personal monastery in Dehra Duhn) surrounded him with ceremonial phurbas (ritual daggers probably meant to protect the space – don’t worry, they are dull). There is a camera in the top of the mandala house, so the viewers got a curious perspective looking down on His Holiness as he recited prayers and meditated on the platform.

Less people on this day, maybe three thousand tops? The Namgyal monks chant with deep, sonorous voices – almost primal in way. Very soothing to sit back and listen as they did several sets of prayers, some with His Holiness, some on their own. Maybe 30 monks total, but they could be heard all the way across the arena.

Friday I went up to Frederick to the TMC to deliver something to a friend. Then I lucked out and got to have lunch with Khenpo Tsultrim and that friend. Then back to Alexandria before the torrential rain and T-storms swept through.

Saturday – I did not attend the public talk as I needed a little rest. I went to the arena instead and got to chat a bit with friends and watch the monks slowly progress on the sand mandala. Nobody in the arena in the morning, which makes sense considering His Holiness was giving a public talk on the Capitol steps… In the afternoon, people slowly started seeping in, but once His Holiness (actually there were two Holinesses it turns out, see below) began to teach, nearly every lower seat was full. There may have been ten to fifteen thousand today.

The Dalai Lama taught seemingly extemporaneously (no text in front of him at all). He started out with the basics, talking about sticking with your own religion – don’t get confused by switching religions often. Religions are not like fashion or hair styles. Choose one, investigate carefully and stick with it. He eventually got into the first text which was the Gom Pai Rim Pa or Stages of Meditation by Kamalashila. He added humor, wit and some direct words of advice. It seemed to me that he was targeting his talk to a public, non-buddhist audience, which was good. But I think I would have preferred more of a Buddhist talk. He knows best though – I am just an ordinary, afflicted being! 🙂 Oh – The Karmapa, Ogyen Drodul Trinley Dorje, sat in the front row on stage. What a tremedous blessing! Not one His Holiness, but two!

The Dalai Lama will teach another two days on preliminary topics – such as “infinite altruism” and the understanding of emptiness (shunyata). Then on Tuesday there is a special Kalachakra dance. Then Wed – Fri will be the Kalachakra empowerment, with long life prayers and empowerment on Saturday.

I have been riding in the Washington Metro with other Buddhists, some of them monks, which seem to draw curious looks. But it is nice to have good company. Hence the title.

Sound healing with Toby Christensen

Primal energies, elemental rhythms
re-awaken heart, re-awaken potential
wisdom presence is visceral now

Old wisdom returns
stoking the embers,
coaxing flames long forgotten
something is incubating
deep within my cells,
knowledge sleepily waits
for body and mind to unite
having completed a great journey
now ready to take birth
eagerly anticipating the moment
of life renewed

Energetic repatterning with a healing drummer

This post is from an empirical, Buddhist practitioner-oriented perspective (I am just being honest).

http://www.healingdrummer.com

Recently I had a healing drum session with Toby Christensen. Frankly, I had mixed reviews going into it, but now I want to explore these sessions further. And coming from someone who has dabbled in… hhmmm… at least a couple dozen healing modalities, this means two big thumbs up! And now to describe the session in detail.

As many of you dear readers know by now, I am a Sun-sign Pisces, indicating certain personality traits, such as an openness to most things new and if it claims to have mystical benefits, then you can typically sign me up. However, these open-faith-in-life and naive enthusiasm are now balanced with a healthy dose of empiricism. As a sincere Tibetan Buddhist practitioner, I am now cautious about what I subscribe to or put another way, what I pay attention to, because my mind-stream has become more sensitive. Plus there are hundreds of Tibetan Buddhist practices which supposedly benefit any walk of life, so why would I want to add anything else? Well isn’t that attitude troubling?!

This was the attitude I went into Toby’s session with. I was gifted the session by a generous friend for a graduation present. So I wanted to participate with an open heart, but honestly I was not expecting anything spectacular. However, I was quickly surprised:

First we did a cowrie shell divination. Let me explain (as best I can). There was a mat which had the four directions represented, in a typical Indigenous American (and even Tibetan) fashion, along with various pictures of elemental archetypes. On top of the mat were various Indigenous American tools, crystals, leather items, a talon, etc. Then in the middle was a pile of cowrie shells, coins, stones and various metal jewelry and other similar items. It turned out Toby had studied with an African teacher, but it seems like Indigenous practices are similar around the globe.

He had me state my intention and then sift the pile around the mat three times. As previous posts indicate, I have been working with the I Ching for several years now, and it was very fascinating how his interpretation of the divination mat confirmed much of what the I Ching has been telling me for the past year or so. That was very good – it was almost as if another set of guidance was coming through with his interpretation. I felt like some of my hidden qualities and potentials were seen and expressed and I benefited greatly from this cowrie shell reading.

Next, we went up to the healing space. He instructed me to lay down and then he explained how he would use a rattle to move my energy around and then he would stand over me and play healing, elemental rhythms on his djembe drum. Again, to be honest, I was a bit skeptical. He wanted me to do what? But luckily I have been through several Indigenous rituals in the past, not to mention some very fascinating and far out rituals with Tibetan practices, so it was not so much what he was going to do physically. I was more skeptical about the way in which he said that the sounds of the drum could work with my energy body and flush out anything that should not be there. Plus he mentioned that it was possible to heal traumas without actually bringing back the memories of it. I was not so certain.

I had recently had a car accident and I was suffering from another back injury, so I could sure use what he was talking about. I just did not believe it, that was all. However, I lay down and did as he asked, allowing him to play the rattle as I got comfortable. I had requested a blanket so I was nice and cozy by the time he started playing the drum.

He stood over me, facing my feet. The drum was slung over his shoulders and he was wearing it in front of his waist. That made it so the opening of the drum came down through his legs and was pointed at my chest and throat. Then he started to play. Whoa! It was loud! We had negotiated a way for me to ask him to stop, without using any sounds (by hitting him on the leg), and I came close to doing so. I thought the volume would be too much for my ears! Seriously, it sounded like he was getting rid of centuries of resentment himself on his drum, meaning I was the recipient of its loud pleas for help!

But then an interesting thing started happening. Maybe it was a few minutes into the drumming session, maybe it was more, but I started to nod off. I was very confused. How in the world could I be falling asleep when in fact there were incredibly loud vibrations pouring forth from the drum, not 10 inches away from my chest??!! But there it was. So I recognized that I was not actually falling asleep, but rather I was nodding off into a healing trance. When I saw this, I allowed my mind to drift off. And sure enough. I did not remember most of my dreams, but I knew I was having them.

Then, the last time I drifted off (it happened several times), I definitely had a vision which I remembered. It was not anything magical or extraordinary, but it was mine, and I realized that something had happened between me and the drum. Then his rhythms slowed, indicating that he was wrapping up. Long ago, before I practiced Buddhism, I had dabbled in shamanism through Michael Harner’s teachings, so I noticed a couple similarities between this drumming session and those previous adventures.

Toby took off his drum and then used the rattle again to close the session and then he sat down to discuss what he noticed. I noticed that he just had an incredible work out as he was drumming over me for at least 20 minutes, but I suspected that it was more like 30 to 40 minutes! Wow! Anyway, he told me what he sensed as he drummed through my chakras, and somehow, I had noticed what he was describing. I did not want to mention anything, as I wanted to see what he could determine on his own, without any information offered. As I just recently graduated with my BA in psychology, I wanted to be as empirical as possible, despite being open to new therapies and modalities. So, in spite of my silence, he described which of my chakras were open, where the energy was flowing, which ones were processing or sluggish, etc. And it seemed he was right on. I was not certain how much was strictly personal for me and how much he might tell most of his clients, but it seemed very accurate.

Then I slowly got up. And I felt much different. My neck felt better, my back felt like its discomfort was more diffuse and somehow warmer, and my pelvis felt better. I remarked that I felt much different, even though I meant to say that I felt different in a very good way. But long story short, I am now very glad I went through with the divination and the drumming. And I am no longer so skeptical about what he claimed was possible through that particular healing process.

When he comes back through Charlottesville in October, I plan to purchase another drumming session from him. I am very pleased with what he offered.

Challenging T-Squares; part two; A Change Requested? (Western Astrology)

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Continued post about the recent Astrological T-Square involving Uranus, Saturn and Pluto.

The first thing to come to mind when dealing with aspects involving both Uranus (rebellion, liberation, progress) and Pluto (potency, transformation, intensity, healing journeys), is revolution extraordinaire. The recent upheaval in the Middle East is incredibly tumultuous, intense, dangerous and unpredictable (all key words of Pluto and Uranus). And the potential for government change and reform is huge, which I think reflects the potency of this particular combination of planets. Again, I cannot stress how rare it is to have this combination (these three planets) – at least once a century there is a significant T-Square involving three outer planets (Saturn, Uranus, Neptune and/or Pluto), but just to reiterate, this particular combination is closer to once every 200 years. Therefore this is a very potent combination as the recent protests and rebellions might reflect.

Uranus was within the eight degree orb of being a square for nearly the past year. Therefore, along with Saturn, these three giants may be a reflection of the intestinal fortitude required to protest in a country where you can be beaten or killed for simply acting against the status quo. Just look at the Middle Eastern revolutions arising over the recent months:

Tunisia, Egyptian revolution – January 2011; Yemen protests – February 2011; Saudi Arabia, Syrian protests March 2011 plus Morocco, Iran and other countries. Not to mention all the domestic American protests involving governors attacking organized labor for fiscal reasons!

Generally T-Squares indicate tension, struggle and growth-opportunities, to put it lightly. And when dealing with Pluto, you can add the potential for cathartic change to the list. Any hard aspect in general (opposition, square, some conjunctions) can lead to pressure or a fulcrum being applied to the planets involved, which means that through stress, we can gain deeper awareness, understanding and then eventually and hopefully, maturing. Therefore, in addition to social revolution and reform, these planets in a T-Square aspect represent personal change and growth.

And the same is true of situations in life, no matter what the subject matter. If we can listen well enough, we can foresee and avoid most crises; but most of us have delusions or desires that we stubbornly push for. However, these planets generally have to do with establishing realism and living a practical, authentic lifestyle. And of all ten planets and luminaries, these three are the most oriented with change and maturation. All three of these planets have to do with transformation, change and growth, although they go about it in differing ways:

Saturn goes about change in a controlled, organized and structured way. It has to make sense and Saturnian types will probably check and double check all contingencies. But when change is deemed necessary, no one goes about orchestrating it like an authentic Capricorn (Sun, Moon or Rising sign). And keep in mind many people here in the West are Saturnian types whether they are Capricorns or not (having Saturn in hard aspect with one’s Sun, Ascendant, Moon or Mercury can easily indicate conditions for a highly controlled / structured / disciplined upbringing). Also, having Saturn in a strong sign like Capricorn, Aquarius, Virgo or Libra along with being in aspect to another personal planet (Venus or Mars plus the list above) can indicate strong Saturnian tendencies.

Uranus is the planet of unpredictability, shock and disruption. So of course change is inherent within those descriptions. Unfortunately most of us don’t listen well enough, or we resist our true path for too long and life comes along and throws an incredibly surprising curve ball. Uranus is the most visionary and intuitive of all the planets – when Aquarians (ruled by Uranus) come down out of their heads and rest in their heart (of wisdom), there are no clearer, compassionate or kinder people on the planet – not that this is an easy feat to accomplish!

On a side note, I have been studying the Tibetan language for several years now and I love how they have multiple words for mind and heart and all of these words are inter-changeable. Another Uranus keyword is impermanence. We must consider that everything (basically) in life is impermanent – our job can change, our vehicles change, our spiritual path should shift if we are sincere in our practice, our house will change. You name it, there is change. Impermanence is Uranus’ language. It is when we stop listening to its wise words that we can get in trouble. For those of us like myself, who stubbornly hold on to the way things are… Just remember that it is good to let go occasionally before life makes the oft-resisted, formal request!

Last but certainly not least, Pluto is the master of transformation. Think about it, as the ruler of the underworld, Pluto (Hades) dealt with the greatest transition of all, death and the underworld journey. Therefore, astrological Pluto has to do with many levels and layers of transformation: thoughts on the death process and what happens after we die, deeper thoughts and desires around sexuality (in French – le petit mort, “the Little Death” is a metaphor for orgasm), occult practices and theory, healing journeys in general (degeneration, generation, regeneration). As I mentioned previously, Pluto has association with the most intense arenas of life – the deepest suffering (psycho-pathological disorders, intense drug use, obsession, compulsion) but it also has to do with the greatest psychological, emotional and spiritual healing and understanding. That is why some esoteric astrologers feel that whenever we speak of Pluto we must also mention Minerva (the goddess of wisdom and healing). And in actuality, the planet Pluto is known as a binary system with its largest moon Charon (the mythological ferryman from the surface to the underworld). Therefore some esoteric astrologers feel that Minerva’s energy is already present and ready to be assimilated by the masses.

As the reader can discern, Pluto, Uranus and Saturn are the planets involved with reform, revolution (within and without), maturity and healthy growth.

Thanks for reading!

[I realize Pluto is now designated as a “dwarf planet” but until astrologers as a whole decide to strip Pluto of its astrological significance, and until I notice Pluto losing its psycho-spiritual parallels within the human psyche, then I too treat Pluto as ruler of Scorpio and the planet associated with the 8th Astrological House and beyond.]