Thank you to my readers and followers

Dear Readers,

I want to say thank you for bearing with me and my absentee blogging as of late!  There is good news however – I just quit my restaurant job and now I have ample free time to keep the universe updated on my activities.  So be on the lookout for more Spiritual Astrology posts, blurbs about self care and of course the near constant updates on Dharma activities in the United States.

I am excited to be traveling to Tampa Florida in June – I will visit my heart teacher Drupon Thinley Ningpo and other friends, along with visiting the beach and touring the city.  I plan to spend about ten days out of town (two days are transit days as it is a twelve hour drive total).

Then in July I am heading out to California for a little vacation and visit.  I will see a couple of friends, visit the Sequoias National Park and make a pilgrimage to the Land of the Medicine Buddhas (Retreat Center).  Who knows what else I will do?

As I mentioned, I quit my recent time-consuming job, so now I am focused entirely on my business offering process-oriented bodywork and spiritual astrology interpretations.

Visit my website or give me a call to schedule an appointment – www.mkirbymoore.com or call 434.465.0603

Single Pointed Mind, Not Wasting Time

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I am very blessed to be friends with many powerful people – practitioners, healers, teachers, nurses, holistic health practitioners, etc.  One of my friends is presently doing a one year retreat.  He has allowed some time to connect via phone with some of his closer friends, which I am grateful for.  And let me tell you, I am extremely grateful for the presence and wisdom which come across the line when we chat.  Here are tidbits from our recent conversation:

I recently quit my job.  And I am looking at tons of free time which I have not had in over 18 months.  So guess what I have done for at least a couple hours a day?  Yes, I have regressed back to playing old computer games from the 90’s.  Old bad habits die hard – even if I took five years off from them.  How does that happen anyway?  So I mentioned my time wasting to him.  He gave me some pith advice:

Wasting time is toxic, it creates poor mental health.  Get this out of my system now and move on with ease and grace and single pointed mindfulness.  And he is absolutely correct.  Who knew that playing a few hours of games a day could be so toxic?  I am wondering if there is some toxicity due to my having taken Buddhist vows.  Plus after one or two hours of sitting and playing, there are definitely physical signs that it is not good for me – stiff joints, aches and body grumpiness and my kidneys sometimes feel like someone is playing the drums back there…  Not entirely healthy I suspect!  Plus, I sat with a local Buddhist sangha not too long ago and we did some Deity Yoga practice.  That was one of the first times I actually detoxed a bad smell – of course when I was athletic in the past I had some BO issues.  But I was sitting there chanting mantras when I started heating up, sweating and then stinking!  Good grief!  Wasting time is toxic.  The evidence was right there.

Penetrate what I do with my intention.  He also told me this.  The problem is, I am little shaky right now.  My intention is to be of benefit to others always.  Sometimes I have to practice more self care and if this is the case, I might need to pause being really useful to others.  I am up in the air about moving – it will either be California or Florida.  Some trips this summer will determine which I choose.  It is my intention to be in grad school in the fall.  So I am dealing with many many transitions.  I feel a little porous at the moment.  Hard to nail down an intention aside from being completely present as I surrender to my destiny.

Do what I love, pursue what I love.  So what do I love?  Again, here we are with these pithy advices.  This requires that I get crystal clear about what I love.  I think I am floundering a little deep inside.  As one of my teachers, Julie Henderson would say, I am making a slow transition from personal pleasures to more mature joys of daily spiritual practice, but there have been at least one or two steps backwards as I slowly climb toward liberation and unconditional joy.  So what do I love?  I love practicing the Tibetan language.  I have my good days and less than good days, but I love how it stretches my mind.  Plus I am slowly getting better.  I love spending time with Buddhist monks and solid practitioners (of course, if you wanted to improve your mindfulness and presence of being, who wouldn’t!).  I am very blessed to have these resources around me.  I might as well take advantage of my blessings while I have them!  I also love being of benefit to others – whether through healing facilitation or astrology interpretation.  If my words or hands can communicate the Buddhist prayers without being secular, that is great!  That is my intention by the way.

For now, one of the only cards I can play is to let go, surrender and go with the flow.

Well these are my ramblings for the day here.  Thanks for being party to them.  By the way, one way you could help me spend my time more productively is by purchasing a Spiritual Astrology interpretation or a bodywork session.  Nonetheless, wish me well as I strive for equanimity and deep presence and single pointedness.

Alternative Shingles Treatments

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The first alternative treatment for shingles that was offered to me was to take lysine internally in tablet form – the amino acid L lysine and to take St. John’s Wort both internally and externally.  The Lysine was to make the sores go away faster and I think it worked.  I guess the external St. John’s Wort was also to do this?  Not sure – or an external treatment for the nerves?  Internally I am guessing it worked with the nervous system to calm things down.

The second alternative treatment that was offered, and I did not get the chance to try this out because the sores were practically dried up by the time I found out, was Red Marine Algae.  This was to replace the Valtrex – the anti-viral medicine which definitely did the trick for me!  The Valtrex plus Lysine had my sores drying up within three days and thank goodness because for a few days there, the left side of my face was crusty and oozy and pocked.  Yick!

Yet another alternative treatment which is supposed to help the nerves over time, and I do not fully understand this, but I read an article on it which persuaded me to give it a try, was to use Castor Oil Heated Liver Packs at least once a day.  The way one goes about doing this is to put Castor Oil on a piece of flannel wool, put a piece of plastic wrap over that so the heating pad does not get oily and to let the oil soak into the body for at least an hour.  Here is what I can tell you: if you happened to get the shingles (because your immune system was very very depleted from it) because you have a lot of suppressed resentment and / or frustration or irritation, then these livers packs are just for you.  Doing them will literally force you to stop suppressing that said resentment.  Trust me, only after the second day of doing one hour per day, I noticed results.  And by the way, this is an Edgar Cayce remedy.

Last but not least, I have not tried these homeopathic remedies yet, however I am still in pain seven weeks later, so I will give it a shot soon, there are several homeopathic options.  Ideally, I think we should work with a solid homeopath who can take down all of our details – for instance there might be a different treatment for herpes zoster on the ribs vs. herpes zoster (the shingles virus) on the face.  From the research I did, it sounded like extremely high potency doses of Mag-Phos could help with the nerve pain.  So I am going to give that a try next.

If you happen to be very, and I mean very sensitive, then you will not react well to Valtrex.  I heard several people mention that it caused them rough headaches and other side effects.  If you are exquisitely sensitive (which can be a great blessing once you understand it), then even L-Lysine might be a bit much for your liver, especially over extended periods of time.  So trust your intuition and your body.  If the doctors are telling you one thing and your body is screaming the exact opposite, back off and find out how to come back into alignment.  I think that rest is the ultimate shingles cure.  Once I stopped watching sports highlights and wasting time here and there, once I just rested for 16 hours straight for a few days in a row, that was when I felt much much better.

And by the way, I am not a doctor, I do not claim to treat, cure, prevent, or diagnose any disease, rather here I am just sharing my experience from having the shingles on my left trigeminal nerve.  So take any advice at your own risk  🙂  and enjoy it as entertainment if not.

I wish you wellness on your journey and thank you for reading!  To set up an appointment with Kirby for Astrology or Bodywork, go to http://www.mkirbymoore.com

Auspicious Day, Apr 2013

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Driving up to NOVA to see Garchen Rinpoche. Abridged version (slow typer on iPad).

Started out early, not a morning person these days. Misjudged the 30 to 40 traffics lights on 29 north, afraid of being late, argh! Arrive to park next to my friend David from NYC, ahhh, that’s better.

Morning talk on Buddhanature. So precious. Garchen Rinpoche is one of the most sublime beings I have ever attended. He has no text in front of him, just spontaneous realization. Two hours of a potent and general talk on how to realize our innate Buddhanature – what is it? Where is it? What is mind? How do we purify our deep habit of grasping at a self? It takes a long time and lots of perseverance. I slip in and out of meditative samadhi. Stuff is happening in my body – probably just being in Rinpoche’s presence is moving, shifting, healing, melting parts of me which had become rigid, contracted, frozen. Ahhhhhh….

The scene was the Auspicious Cloud Monastery in Haymarket Cirginia, a little north of Warrenton. It is incredibly serene there! Big vast open sky. Many statues of seated Buddhas, standing Bodhisattvas, a female Buddha on a lotus surrounded by pools of water. And a large Shakyamuni Buddha in a pavilion out in a field. To get to him, one must walk through a promenade of outdoor lotus lamps. Being there in Rinpoche’s mandala, it truly felt like a pure realm. Plus they provided us with delicious vegetarian Vietnamese food! Yummy!

I got to catch up with old friends and meet some new ones, as it has been a year since I have done Dharma outside of C’ville. And actually, since I usually do the Tibetan Meditation Center in Frederick Maryland, there were mostly people I had not met before. Plus there was a good number of Vietnamese people with their translator too! Wow!

The afternoon was questions and answers. I was full of good food, so at first my body was sitting in meditation posture with ease. Toward the end though, I could not stay comfortable. I should have brought my own cushion and blanket (note to self…). 🙂

Garchen Rinpoche gave out a copy of the Great Perfection of Samanthabhadra’s Aspirations otherwise known as the King of Aspiration prayer. Then when I offered my khata, he gave me a copy of the little yellow 37 Bodhisattva practices booklet. That man is so kind and precious, it is beyond words… Many people cried as they received blessings from him. I wanted to.

Thank you for reading.

Sun Salutation

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Good day, my dear readers (that is assuming of course that my month long absence has not chased everyone off).

This morning I woke up at 5:30 am, which considering I work late shifts in a restaurant, is highly unusual. I was going for a mountain drive with a friend to take sunrise pictures. As I waited for her though, I got to witness the most vivid scene I have encountered in a while. The birds were saluting the upcoming sun with a majestic chorus of songs! I slowly walked around the parking lot, staying warm in the chilly air, and one robin in particular was just belting it out. I could only tell it was a robin because in the dark misty morning, only its proud-chest-puffed-out silhouette was visible. My movement caused it to fly a little ways off, but it continued to call for the sun. Yearning, using all its vocal might to conjure the beauty that is sunrise. Aahhhh!

So I am slowly mending from the shingles and I intend to be back in the blogging about once a week world. I have tried to go back to work full time, but I am changed. After those preciously nurturing three weeks of downtime, I find myself more sensitive to stress and I can no longer handle restaurant work, surprise surprise! So I plan to see more clients but more importantly I intend to enjoy myself.

I have eleven weeks before I fly to California to investigate my future and do some gorgeous sight seeing. Then I will return and start packing up my life for a major transition! In the meantime, I’d like to visit the beach, to honor my inner waves as I rest and heal in the warm sand. If possible, I intend to visit Florida to see my heart teacher Drupon Thinley Ningpo and other friends in Tampa. Plus I would like to visit the DC area to see family and friends and to treat some clients. On top of all this, I need to heal. I have a hunger for deep rest. Napping like I have never rested before 🙂 Profound, radical, advanced napping. I am excited as I move forward!

I wish you happiness and ease in your day. ~Kirby

Prognosis: shingles, so far (and the astrology of shingles)

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As you, the reader, may have noticed, five days ago I was dreading having my first root canal done. Thankfully, for better or worse, the root canal may not be necessary. But I have since been diagnosed with the painful temporary condition known as shingles. I plan to post a little “shingles journal” or timeline after this, but in this post I will explain how the astrological aspects I described earlier could be misinterpreted to say root canal, but in actuality, it is a much clearer shingles picture.

What are the aspects again? Using a three degree orb, I will mention major aspects that have occurred in the past three weeks. I am excluding Lunar transits due to their very brief time in orb. Transits: Sun conjunct Mars, Sun opposite Saturn, Mercury conjunct Mars, Mars conjunct Mars, Mars opposite Saturn, Mercury station on square Neptune / trine Uranus, Saturn trine Mars, Pluto square Mercury withdrawing, Uranus conjunct Mercury approaching, Chiron opposite Saturn, Chiron conjunct Mars. Progressions: Moon square Pluto, Sun square Jupiter, Venus conjunct Sun, Mars conjunct Mercury.

Why tooth issue?  Well because some of the early symptoms of these shingles, before the rash and sores started forming was tooth and jaw pain.  Astrologically, why tooth issue?  Saturn rules the hard bones / tissues of the body, including teeth.  And if you peek at the above transits again you will see Sun opposite Saturn, plus Mars and Chiron opposite it.  In addition, with the Progressed Moon squaring Pluto (decay, festering under the surface) I figured there might be a chance of a tooth problem.  Not that I would base my medical health on my chart, but it can be a way of verifying the facts.

In reality though, once the rash started showing up last Tuesday, I knew it might not be a root canal problem, especially once my ear started hurting so badly.  Astrologically, why shingles?  Mercury rules the nervous system in the body (along with Uranus), and Mars has to do with the head (Aries rules the cranium, and I would assume it would play a role with cranial nerves).  Look at how many aspects above have to do with Mars and / or Mercury!  Nearly all of them!

Sun conjunct Mars – a brief yet necessary aspect for “sparking events,” this can be a catalyst aspect.  Usually MINOR aspect.  When this aspect occurs, if the window for karmic ripening is open, you can expect something to happen.  Not to be fatalistic or anything, because remember for more karmas, we can shift how heavily they manifest, but around this time of year (it will always fall in the same week every year), I try to watch my chart to see if I should do extra purification practice or if I should rest down more than usual.  The only other time something MAJOR happened when the Sun crossed Mars for me was in 2002 and it may have played a role in reflecting my situation at the time – having an infected appendix which needed to be removed.  But the major aspect which indicated karmic heaviness at that time was Pluto squaring my Nodes.

Sun opposite Saturn – for me this always occurs simultaneously with a Mars aspect as well.  This is also a minor aspect by itself.  However it might indicate a time where the immune system is lowered, whether because of overworking, or stress, or sickness, etc.

Mercury conjunct Mars – probably should have been more aware of the rare nature of this aspect this time around.  Due to Mercury Retrograde, it will cross Mars three times in five weeks.  A very minor aspect typically.  Usually indicating a day or so of increased nervous energy and mental capacity.  However, due to the Retrograde motion, I suspect this might be indicating a time of stressed out nerves.  And probably cranial nerves in particular (Mars = Aries = cranium).

Mars conjunct Mars – usually a minor aspect also.  However, this can be a time for asserting yourself, airing any conflicts which have been swept under the carpet and for having more self confidence.  Just don’t get into a contest of egos.  Again, too much energy to process perhaps when considering everything else happening in my chart.

Mars opposite Saturn – this can sometimes be a rough couple of days.  This represents hitting the brakes and the gas peddle at the time same time!  So you can feel a true inner conflict when this is in place.  I don’t know I felt it externally, but I think it could have added to my psychic stress level.

Mercury station (Retrograde) on square Neptune / trine Uranus – the “Shadow” is the point where Mercury stations retrograde and some astrologers say that it does not officially come out of retrograde until it crosses back over this point.  If this is true, then Mercury retrograde lasts at least another 2 weeks beyond when it actually starts moving direct.  Personally I don’t know how much water this theory holds.  However, I do put some emphasis on the point of the shadow when it makes Hard aspects to other planets.  In my case here, it certainly does this.  I put emphasis on this point because the Shadow lasts at least five and a half weeks – from the moment Mercury stations retrograde to the day it crosses back over this point.  Therefore we have this influence subtly ongoing for that entire time.  Even now I believe I am feeling Mercury retrograde’s “effect” more strongly because of this Shadowy activity.  Mercury square Neptune – confusion or delusion or deception or falling back on old patterns which may not serve me any longer, a.k.a. computer games are tempting me once again.  Mercury trine Uranus – typically a time of increased creativity, but in this case, it could be too much in the way of nervous system activity.  Who knows?

Saturn trine Mars – this aspect has been in place for weeks now for me because Saturn takes about a month to fully station retrograde, then it starts moving Rx after another three weeks…  So this is still going on for me, two months after it started.  Saturn trine Mars is the workaholic aspect.  We have extra energy, we have extra motivation to achieve our goals, we might even be more ambitious.  However, we still need to remember that we are humans and we need self care and rest and some relaxation time.  With this aspect in place, you will not really feel like going for a night on the town very often (if at all).  If stress causes shingles, then this aspect certainly will add to stress levels.  By itself, we can handle it.  But throw on some other tough aspects and suddenly our body might shut down for mysterious reasons if we don’t relax enough.

Pluto square Mercury – this is fading.  However, it is still a strong fulcrum on my planet ruling the central nervous system.  I have been doing lots of emotional processing around birth work, trauma resolution, etc.  This could be another “reason” for getting the shingles.  A lot of times trauma resolution work will manifest through the skin.  And if the body is overloaded with integration requests…  then there might be a mysterious malady which forces us to the slow down and get the rest time we so desperately need.

Uranus conjunct Mercury – if there was one aspect I would put my finger on and say, “here is the bastard!”  That is, I am not saying this aspect “caused” my affliction.  But this aspect definitely applies pressure on the nervous system, whether through stressful outer environments, or stressful inner work, or another reason, we will probably feel stretched and worn out after this aspect resolves.

I think that is all I want to write today.  The only other aspect I would point to and say, “yet another potential shingles aspect” would be Pr. Mars conjunct Mercury.  With Uranus moving into this exact same position, this seems like a recipe for some sort of nervous system ailment.  Not guaranteed.  I certainly did not expect it.  For me, typically, I am lucky in how my karma manifests.  I have to thank my karma every day.  I am born in a human body where I can do authentic spiritual practice.  I have a functioning brain, which allows me to make positive choices.  And I have incredible support around me in the form of friends and family and spiritual mentors / teachers.  So what can I possibly have to complain about?  🙂    I might have a little complaint about the painful nature of shingles, but otherwise I am doing okay.

Thanks for reading!

On the verge of overwhelm, please rest down, message from body

I could post an entire series on Mar’s transits and particularly on other planet’s transits to the red planet. However, as my time is a bit limited these days, what with working 50 hours per week, I am going to focus on a peculiar situation I am presently facing.

Here is a list of aspects that have either happened within the past week or that are still ongoing now. I use a three degree orb, nothing too wide and flaky, but there will be plenty for me to use nonetheless. Transits: Sun conjunct Mars, Mars conjunct Sun, Pluto square Mercury, Uranus conjunct Mercury, Saturn trine Mars, Saturn sextile natal Saturn, Jupiter square Mars (approaching s quare Saturn too and Mars sort of pulls this into effect), Moon conjunct Neptune, Mercury retrograde thru my 8th Piscean house, Mercury conjunct Mars. Progressions: Mars conjunct Mercury, Sun square Jupiter, Venus conjunct Sun, Moon square Pluto.

So what is happening right now? I am resting as I prepare for a root canal surgery on Thursday. Pain meds are needed to do anything except lie here, including to sleep.

Which aspects above was I “dreading” the most? Believe it or not, it was the Sun conjunct Mars transit, along with the Pr. Moon square Pluto piece. You might ask, Why not the transiting Pluto / Uranus hard aspects to Mercury? Well I think they play a role in my situation, but the Solar transit and Lunar progression are buggers. They also do not repeat themselves thru retrograde motion. Which is what is occurring with both transiting Uranus and Pluto – they are contacting Mercury again for the second or third time.

The Saturn trine Mars piece, with the hard transits to Mercury led to me overworking my body. We are understaffed at work, which means I am earning a bit more money, but I am putting in tons of overtime, which is now too much. I am burnt out. Then the Solar and Lunar aspects come along, the Moon squaring Pluto and providing a window for negative karma to manifest and the Sun / Mars piece is the spark, the catalyst for suffering. Or you could say I have not expressed my anger / irritation enough and this infected tooth is expressing suppressed resentment for me. But I disagree. I have been shifting over the past few months to express my angst better, so I think it was just the perfect storm. Plus my body needs a break from work and this pain is providing just that.

So I’m not trying to “blame” my needing a root canal on my astrology, but it is fascinating to see how our lives are reflected in the stars. In reality, when there is a deep filling like I have, there is the chance that bacteria can slip under there and start to eat anything else under it as well. So there is certainly a scientific explanation. But having poor teeth certainly shows up in my chart (Mars opposite Saturn Pisces / Virgo, Moon conjunct Pluto in Libra). So we know what might be weak, so when the body is overwhelmed, we know what might breakdown first.

And understanding can bring preparedness and / or peace of mind.

Thanks for reading!

Upcoming Regression possible

This coming Friday Feb 22nd, the Sun will be conjunct transiting Neptune. By itself, this can be very minor. However, this is occurring at 3 degrees of Pisces, so if you have planets at the early degrees of Mutable signs (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces), then this could be a day dreamy couple of days.
Then Mercury is officially retrograde on Saturday, the following day. But, Mercury has already started slowing down in the sky as it preps to station Rx. Therefore, we can all expect a bit of added distractions and delays prior to and around this weekend. This is especially true for people born in 1978, ’79 and ’80. This is because those of us born at that time have Natal Neptune at 18-21 degrees of Sagittarius, meaning Mercury will turn Rx at the square point to Natal Neptune. So time for double checking appointment times, directions and recipes is upon us.

What do I recommend as an antidote? Hang out with really practical people. Call up a life coach who you really resonate with. Do some mindfulness meditation. Rest down extra – take a day off of work or sleep in on the weekend. Leave early as we can expect delays. Drive carefully knowing others may be making poor decisions or being easily distracted. Smile. Laugh!

Know that this too shall pass, so enjoy the moment.

Thanks for reading.

Process Workshop Complete, still stewing

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I finished the birth process workshop with Myrna Martin, which I would highly recommend to anyone (especially anyone with known trauma and who has done at least a little bit of work on themselves through therapy / bodywork / acupuncture / etc.  In fact, I am even applying for the upc0ming training which she will be leading starting in April!  Wow!  I did not see that coming!

However, I learned so much about what babies, fetuses and parents need, especially in that critical stage of conception to age seven, that I want to spend as much time with Myrna as possible.  She is a true gem, a gift and I’d even say, a treasure.

In the process workshop, everyone had a profound experience (I believe) and we were all in awe of how Myrna kept the process slow, contained and completely safe.  We all dropped into deeper trust and comfortable contact with each other.  And I gained incredible new insights into my personal history as a newborn (and before and after).

I am exceptionally glad I committed to doing this work!

Thank you for reading.