Sun Salutation

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Good day, my dear readers (that is assuming of course that my month long absence has not chased everyone off).

This morning I woke up at 5:30 am, which considering I work late shifts in a restaurant, is highly unusual. I was going for a mountain drive with a friend to take sunrise pictures. As I waited for her though, I got to witness the most vivid scene I have encountered in a while. The birds were saluting the upcoming sun with a majestic chorus of songs! I slowly walked around the parking lot, staying warm in the chilly air, and one robin in particular was just belting it out. I could only tell it was a robin because in the dark misty morning, only its proud-chest-puffed-out silhouette was visible. My movement caused it to fly a little ways off, but it continued to call for the sun. Yearning, using all its vocal might to conjure the beauty that is sunrise. Aahhhh!

So I am slowly mending from the shingles and I intend to be back in the blogging about once a week world. I have tried to go back to work full time, but I am changed. After those preciously nurturing three weeks of downtime, I find myself more sensitive to stress and I can no longer handle restaurant work, surprise surprise! So I plan to see more clients but more importantly I intend to enjoy myself.

I have eleven weeks before I fly to California to investigate my future and do some gorgeous sight seeing. Then I will return and start packing up my life for a major transition! In the meantime, I’d like to visit the beach, to honor my inner waves as I rest and heal in the warm sand. If possible, I intend to visit Florida to see my heart teacher Drupon Thinley Ningpo and other friends in Tampa. Plus I would like to visit the DC area to see family and friends and to treat some clients. On top of all this, I need to heal. I have a hunger for deep rest. Napping like I have never rested before 🙂 Profound, radical, advanced napping. I am excited as I move forward!

I wish you happiness and ease in your day. ~Kirby

Prognosis: shingles, so far (and the astrology of shingles)

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As you, the reader, may have noticed, five days ago I was dreading having my first root canal done. Thankfully, for better or worse, the root canal may not be necessary. But I have since been diagnosed with the painful temporary condition known as shingles. I plan to post a little “shingles journal” or timeline after this, but in this post I will explain how the astrological aspects I described earlier could be misinterpreted to say root canal, but in actuality, it is a much clearer shingles picture.

What are the aspects again? Using a three degree orb, I will mention major aspects that have occurred in the past three weeks. I am excluding Lunar transits due to their very brief time in orb. Transits: Sun conjunct Mars, Sun opposite Saturn, Mercury conjunct Mars, Mars conjunct Mars, Mars opposite Saturn, Mercury station on square Neptune / trine Uranus, Saturn trine Mars, Pluto square Mercury withdrawing, Uranus conjunct Mercury approaching, Chiron opposite Saturn, Chiron conjunct Mars. Progressions: Moon square Pluto, Sun square Jupiter, Venus conjunct Sun, Mars conjunct Mercury.

Why tooth issue?  Well because some of the early symptoms of these shingles, before the rash and sores started forming was tooth and jaw pain.  Astrologically, why tooth issue?  Saturn rules the hard bones / tissues of the body, including teeth.  And if you peek at the above transits again you will see Sun opposite Saturn, plus Mars and Chiron opposite it.  In addition, with the Progressed Moon squaring Pluto (decay, festering under the surface) I figured there might be a chance of a tooth problem.  Not that I would base my medical health on my chart, but it can be a way of verifying the facts.

In reality though, once the rash started showing up last Tuesday, I knew it might not be a root canal problem, especially once my ear started hurting so badly.  Astrologically, why shingles?  Mercury rules the nervous system in the body (along with Uranus), and Mars has to do with the head (Aries rules the cranium, and I would assume it would play a role with cranial nerves).  Look at how many aspects above have to do with Mars and / or Mercury!  Nearly all of them!

Sun conjunct Mars – a brief yet necessary aspect for “sparking events,” this can be a catalyst aspect.  Usually MINOR aspect.  When this aspect occurs, if the window for karmic ripening is open, you can expect something to happen.  Not to be fatalistic or anything, because remember for more karmas, we can shift how heavily they manifest, but around this time of year (it will always fall in the same week every year), I try to watch my chart to see if I should do extra purification practice or if I should rest down more than usual.  The only other time something MAJOR happened when the Sun crossed Mars for me was in 2002 and it may have played a role in reflecting my situation at the time – having an infected appendix which needed to be removed.  But the major aspect which indicated karmic heaviness at that time was Pluto squaring my Nodes.

Sun opposite Saturn – for me this always occurs simultaneously with a Mars aspect as well.  This is also a minor aspect by itself.  However it might indicate a time where the immune system is lowered, whether because of overworking, or stress, or sickness, etc.

Mercury conjunct Mars – probably should have been more aware of the rare nature of this aspect this time around.  Due to Mercury Retrograde, it will cross Mars three times in five weeks.  A very minor aspect typically.  Usually indicating a day or so of increased nervous energy and mental capacity.  However, due to the Retrograde motion, I suspect this might be indicating a time of stressed out nerves.  And probably cranial nerves in particular (Mars = Aries = cranium).

Mars conjunct Mars – usually a minor aspect also.  However, this can be a time for asserting yourself, airing any conflicts which have been swept under the carpet and for having more self confidence.  Just don’t get into a contest of egos.  Again, too much energy to process perhaps when considering everything else happening in my chart.

Mars opposite Saturn – this can sometimes be a rough couple of days.  This represents hitting the brakes and the gas peddle at the time same time!  So you can feel a true inner conflict when this is in place.  I don’t know I felt it externally, but I think it could have added to my psychic stress level.

Mercury station (Retrograde) on square Neptune / trine Uranus – the “Shadow” is the point where Mercury stations retrograde and some astrologers say that it does not officially come out of retrograde until it crosses back over this point.  If this is true, then Mercury retrograde lasts at least another 2 weeks beyond when it actually starts moving direct.  Personally I don’t know how much water this theory holds.  However, I do put some emphasis on the point of the shadow when it makes Hard aspects to other planets.  In my case here, it certainly does this.  I put emphasis on this point because the Shadow lasts at least five and a half weeks – from the moment Mercury stations retrograde to the day it crosses back over this point.  Therefore we have this influence subtly ongoing for that entire time.  Even now I believe I am feeling Mercury retrograde’s “effect” more strongly because of this Shadowy activity.  Mercury square Neptune – confusion or delusion or deception or falling back on old patterns which may not serve me any longer, a.k.a. computer games are tempting me once again.  Mercury trine Uranus – typically a time of increased creativity, but in this case, it could be too much in the way of nervous system activity.  Who knows?

Saturn trine Mars – this aspect has been in place for weeks now for me because Saturn takes about a month to fully station retrograde, then it starts moving Rx after another three weeks…  So this is still going on for me, two months after it started.  Saturn trine Mars is the workaholic aspect.  We have extra energy, we have extra motivation to achieve our goals, we might even be more ambitious.  However, we still need to remember that we are humans and we need self care and rest and some relaxation time.  With this aspect in place, you will not really feel like going for a night on the town very often (if at all).  If stress causes shingles, then this aspect certainly will add to stress levels.  By itself, we can handle it.  But throw on some other tough aspects and suddenly our body might shut down for mysterious reasons if we don’t relax enough.

Pluto square Mercury – this is fading.  However, it is still a strong fulcrum on my planet ruling the central nervous system.  I have been doing lots of emotional processing around birth work, trauma resolution, etc.  This could be another “reason” for getting the shingles.  A lot of times trauma resolution work will manifest through the skin.  And if the body is overloaded with integration requests…  then there might be a mysterious malady which forces us to the slow down and get the rest time we so desperately need.

Uranus conjunct Mercury – if there was one aspect I would put my finger on and say, “here is the bastard!”  That is, I am not saying this aspect “caused” my affliction.  But this aspect definitely applies pressure on the nervous system, whether through stressful outer environments, or stressful inner work, or another reason, we will probably feel stretched and worn out after this aspect resolves.

I think that is all I want to write today.  The only other aspect I would point to and say, “yet another potential shingles aspect” would be Pr. Mars conjunct Mercury.  With Uranus moving into this exact same position, this seems like a recipe for some sort of nervous system ailment.  Not guaranteed.  I certainly did not expect it.  For me, typically, I am lucky in how my karma manifests.  I have to thank my karma every day.  I am born in a human body where I can do authentic spiritual practice.  I have a functioning brain, which allows me to make positive choices.  And I have incredible support around me in the form of friends and family and spiritual mentors / teachers.  So what can I possibly have to complain about?  🙂    I might have a little complaint about the painful nature of shingles, but otherwise I am doing okay.

Thanks for reading!

On the verge of overwhelm, please rest down, message from body

I could post an entire series on Mar’s transits and particularly on other planet’s transits to the red planet. However, as my time is a bit limited these days, what with working 50 hours per week, I am going to focus on a peculiar situation I am presently facing.

Here is a list of aspects that have either happened within the past week or that are still ongoing now. I use a three degree orb, nothing too wide and flaky, but there will be plenty for me to use nonetheless. Transits: Sun conjunct Mars, Mars conjunct Sun, Pluto square Mercury, Uranus conjunct Mercury, Saturn trine Mars, Saturn sextile natal Saturn, Jupiter square Mars (approaching s quare Saturn too and Mars sort of pulls this into effect), Moon conjunct Neptune, Mercury retrograde thru my 8th Piscean house, Mercury conjunct Mars. Progressions: Mars conjunct Mercury, Sun square Jupiter, Venus conjunct Sun, Moon square Pluto.

So what is happening right now? I am resting as I prepare for a root canal surgery on Thursday. Pain meds are needed to do anything except lie here, including to sleep.

Which aspects above was I “dreading” the most? Believe it or not, it was the Sun conjunct Mars transit, along with the Pr. Moon square Pluto piece. You might ask, Why not the transiting Pluto / Uranus hard aspects to Mercury? Well I think they play a role in my situation, but the Solar transit and Lunar progression are buggers. They also do not repeat themselves thru retrograde motion. Which is what is occurring with both transiting Uranus and Pluto – they are contacting Mercury again for the second or third time.

The Saturn trine Mars piece, with the hard transits to Mercury led to me overworking my body. We are understaffed at work, which means I am earning a bit more money, but I am putting in tons of overtime, which is now too much. I am burnt out. Then the Solar and Lunar aspects come along, the Moon squaring Pluto and providing a window for negative karma to manifest and the Sun / Mars piece is the spark, the catalyst for suffering. Or you could say I have not expressed my anger / irritation enough and this infected tooth is expressing suppressed resentment for me. But I disagree. I have been shifting over the past few months to express my angst better, so I think it was just the perfect storm. Plus my body needs a break from work and this pain is providing just that.

So I’m not trying to “blame” my needing a root canal on my astrology, but it is fascinating to see how our lives are reflected in the stars. In reality, when there is a deep filling like I have, there is the chance that bacteria can slip under there and start to eat anything else under it as well. So there is certainly a scientific explanation. But having poor teeth certainly shows up in my chart (Mars opposite Saturn Pisces / Virgo, Moon conjunct Pluto in Libra). So we know what might be weak, so when the body is overwhelmed, we know what might breakdown first.

And understanding can bring preparedness and / or peace of mind.

Thanks for reading!

Upcoming Regression possible

This coming Friday Feb 22nd, the Sun will be conjunct transiting Neptune. By itself, this can be very minor. However, this is occurring at 3 degrees of Pisces, so if you have planets at the early degrees of Mutable signs (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces), then this could be a day dreamy couple of days.
Then Mercury is officially retrograde on Saturday, the following day. But, Mercury has already started slowing down in the sky as it preps to station Rx. Therefore, we can all expect a bit of added distractions and delays prior to and around this weekend. This is especially true for people born in 1978, ’79 and ’80. This is because those of us born at that time have Natal Neptune at 18-21 degrees of Sagittarius, meaning Mercury will turn Rx at the square point to Natal Neptune. So time for double checking appointment times, directions and recipes is upon us.

What do I recommend as an antidote? Hang out with really practical people. Call up a life coach who you really resonate with. Do some mindfulness meditation. Rest down extra – take a day off of work or sleep in on the weekend. Leave early as we can expect delays. Drive carefully knowing others may be making poor decisions or being easily distracted. Smile. Laugh!

Know that this too shall pass, so enjoy the moment.

Thanks for reading.

Process Workshop Complete, still stewing

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I finished the birth process workshop with Myrna Martin, which I would highly recommend to anyone (especially anyone with known trauma and who has done at least a little bit of work on themselves through therapy / bodywork / acupuncture / etc.  In fact, I am even applying for the upc0ming training which she will be leading starting in April!  Wow!  I did not see that coming!

However, I learned so much about what babies, fetuses and parents need, especially in that critical stage of conception to age seven, that I want to spend as much time with Myrna as possible.  She is a true gem, a gift and I’d even say, a treasure.

In the process workshop, everyone had a profound experience (I believe) and we were all in awe of how Myrna kept the process slow, contained and completely safe.  We all dropped into deeper trust and comfortable contact with each other.  And I gained incredible new insights into my personal history as a newborn (and before and after).

I am exceptionally glad I committed to doing this work!

Thank you for reading.

Opening to channel, moving toward completion

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As I wrote in a previous stream of posts, I have slowly been working with the book “Opening to Channel” by Sanaya Roman.  This is a very safe, gradual and potent approach to the subject of channeling as I have mentioned.  However, I wanted to post my experience from early January when I went through some of the final exercises in the book.

Below you will find a recording of me describing what occurred when I completed one exercise in particular.  It was pretty amazing!  Unfortunately, these days I am working a lot, and seeing clients on the side and prepping for graduate school in California (where I will move in August).  So I don’t have much extra time, if any at all.  Therefore, this little post and recording will have to suffice for the moment.  I hope it brings some modest benefit to others.

I have not actually started channeling yet.  However, I am getting glimpses of that possibility as my guide works to strengthen our connection (and my faith and confidence).  Plus I am having clearer and clearer experiences when working with certain crystals.

Thanks for reading!

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Birth Process Workshop

Just a quick update here.

Next week I am starting a birth process workshop with a wonderful group led by Myrna Martin.  I have heard these are extremely potent as each person will have the chance to be re-born (go back through the big blue “birth” tunnel) and we will have at least three hours each to process whatever arises as we “re-experience” birthing.

Actually, I have been working so much (hence the lack of posts), that I am really looking forward to the reprieve.  I will have five days off of work, with four of those taken up with birth processing.  Whoof!  It has been a full few months for me.

Are you noticing that too?  It seems like the wisdom beings and guides are extremely active right now, providing support and wisdom for anyone who asks for it, which can also provoke and cultivate positive growth and change.  Wowsers!

I will probably report on my experience of the process workshop.

Until soon!

 

Prior to Losar: Purification Time

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February 10th, 2013 is the Chinese and Tibetan New Year.  I do not know much about the Chinese New Year rituals, but I will mention what little I know about the Tibetan practices.

Losar (“Lo” is Year and “Sar pa” is New), so Losar is the New Year.  First of all, the 10 days prior to Losar are considered a time for cleaning and purification.  Many people (Tibetans especially) spend these days cleaning their homes inside and out and hanging new prayer flags.  Also, they purchase new clothes in preparation for the New Year celebrations.  These tens days are called Don (Tone – Wylie spelling is bton), at least I think as I cannot find a lot of info on this.  I learned about it from one of my Tibetan language teachers who had been a monk in Nepal.

For some people, the Don period is a time for doing significant Dharma protector practice or Vajrasattva practice as these practices can produce an auspicious new year and / or purify the old stuff and prepare the way for a productive future.

Then, I think in response to the ten day period, the ten days after Losar are considered extraordinarily auspicious as these are the days which celebrate the ten days of miracles when the Buddha supposedly defeated many sorcerers and local priests in contests of miracles.  From what I have heard, the second best practitioner was only able to keep up with five miracles compared to the Buddha’s ten.

So these days of purification and clean up time starts today (January 31st) and they will end on the eve of February 10th.  This is a time to try to be as virtuous as possible and if you know any practices for purification, then you can do these (if you want or feel the need).  Also, if nothing else, this is a good time to clean house, as some days it is too cold to enjoy doing anything out of doors.

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Lord Jigten Sumgon’s promise – Mahakala – crows – event when receiving bodywork and mentioning the connection to the Lama

This was a full day for me. I bought a new car, which considering my history of ascetic thriftiness, is a big change. It’s a Corolla, so relatively cheap, reliable and good gas mileage. But I received a very obvious and auspicious sign this morning, prior to visiting the Toyota dealer, while I was receiving bodywork.

I was receiving from Jackie Emm, who is a very skilled and competent bodywork practitioner on top of having a soothing and healing presence and a soft, kind heart. Anyway, we started talking about Buddhism, and because we recently experienced the passing of a mutual friend, we spoke of Buddhism’s thoughts on death.

Let me pause a second for context and say that I have a connection with a Buddhist protector known as Mahakala (who has a connections with graveyards, death and transformation) and I have read that one of Mahakala’s symbols is the crow or raven. In Tibetan, Mahakala is known as the Great Black One (as I’m not sure if there is a word for midnight blue), so it seems fitting that Mahakala’s bird would be black and have to do with death and transformation.

With that said, Jackie was doing some energy work with my heart as I told her, “it is good you have a connection with Janet [Evergreen – another dedicated Buddhist practitioner] and I.”

“Why?” She answered. I have established a solid, trusting professional friendship with Jackie, so I felt it was okay to share what I am about to say next:

I said, “because if you have a strong connection with a serious Dharma practitioner, then you can think of that person at the time of your death. And due to their connection with authentic root and lineage lamas, you will be protected on your journey after you die.” And I am not joking here, as I finished saying this, a large crow flared its wings right outside the window as it flew by and I said, “the Dharma protectors are here.” And then the crow landed on the lamp post outside the other window and proceeded to caw toward us. I mentioned, more to myself than her, “Mahakala is right there!”

Considering Jackie had been really close with our friend who passed away, she admitted that she had asked for a sign as well. And, personally, I suspect Jackie is an old soul and a secret Bodhisattva. So the protectors revealed themselves, whatever the reason. And I had a great treatment as usual.