A mystic in paradise, pt 3, no longer secret intentions

Hello Dear Ones,

Here are some intentions I plan to hold while in Hawaii (go back and view the previous three posts for more on my trip, thoughts, and ruminating).

While I have a ton of maturing and growth yet to do, I have already completed a good amount. In order to keep in touch with humility and groundedness, I will mix in some of my flaws and foibles into these posts.

While I am in Hawaii, I want to know who I am. Yes, I am a solid healing facilitator. Yes, I teach astrology, nervous system repair, and somatic tools to move toward well-being. But that is fairly easy for me. I still want to go deeper. What is beneath undiagnosable symptoms? Maybe stuck emotions, maybe stuck energy, maybe stuck karma (can these things be separated?). What is underneath karma? Who am I on an even more profound level?

While I am in Hawaii, I want to hold deep respect for the land, for the people, for the local spirits, and for the ancestors. I intend to hold deep respect for the old ways. For causes and results that are unknown to most mundane, mainstream folk.

I ask permission from these beings to be here, to practice the Dharma, to refine myself and improve as a human being. May you be happy and pacified, please help to keep me safe as I travel parts of this journey “alone.” With gratitude and appreciation, may I share the land with you? I will make offerings to those unseen and unknown.

After discovering who I am on a deeper level, then I want to know why I am here. Yes, you’d think I know the answer to these questions already. Maybe I do, more likely though, I waver and waffle, going back and forth between knowing my path and feeling uncertainty and dismay. Why am I here?

Then, I do want to be in a sacred partnership soon. I am seeking a true priestess, a goddess in human form. So what do I need to do to prepare myself, to prepare my container to be a solid, stable, dynamic, inspiring partner? Wisdom beings, can you help to prepare me for a beautiful, co-creating, equitable, sacred partnership?

May I lean into inner resources and knowing such that I don’t need to rely on, or react to outer circumstances. Or at least not be swayed by them. If I truly feel light and love running through my circuits, then I have everything I need in that moment. Can I humbly take that knowing out into the world with solid boundaries and equanimity? Can I open to receive, to trust a little more, to lean into support while I am on this trip (and going forward)?

May I remember that many people are having a really hard time. Once life happens, we get swept up in events, swept away by to-do lists and deadlines and loved ones’ needs. At this point, how can I possibly work on myself? How can I conduct authentic spiritual practice? May I maintain a grateful, humble, curious heart in spite of everything! If we go back far enough, everyone has been my mother, my child. May I never depart from holding wise compassion for all of them in my heart.

Thank you for putting up with my musings!

Kirby Moore

konchog chakchen

Published by Kirby Moore

Kirby Moore is a healing facilitator based in the beautiful rolling hills of Charlottesville, Virginia. He does sessions in-person and long distance via Skype and Zoom, working with Spiritual Astrology, Somatic Experiencing, Biodynamic Craniosacral Therapy and Birth Process Work. His healing work is informed by fifteen years of meditation and Qigong practice. He works with client's intentions and deepest longings to attain clear, tangible results. Contact him for more info at (email): kirby [at] mkirbymoore [dot] com

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