To update from my most recent post, which I believe was written when I had less than adequate sleep, after studying for a comprehensive (big) exam, I am more stabilized now, more embodied for that matter. I had noticed that I was starting to dissociate (my consciousness was starting to drift away from alignment with my body) for a few moments here and there, but that has gotten better now as well.
I am still working more than I would like at the restaurant, but because we are understaffed or staffed to the bare minimum, at least the money is good, and that is supporting my bigger intention of completing nursing school 🙂
But I have now realized that I am on winter break, and I am wishing that it would last longer! I have a few days off in a row (on purpose) next week, so that should be nice, although I will be prepping for the upcoming semester and applying for scholarships, etc. I also intend to rest, go hiking, soak in sensory deprivation chamber (AquaFloat) and do other self-care practices.
At present, I am aware of and doing research into various astrological cycles in my own life (reflected in my astrology chart). In particular, I am focusing on Chiron aspects in my chart, related to various Buddhist or meditation-type events along with looking at Jupiter / Neptune cycles. As Jupiter is presently making a 3/4 square to my Neptune (the conjunction will be the next major hard aspect), I have been looking back at dates and times and events in my life. So far, it is correlating to meeting one of my heart teachers, and then being tempted off the path for a time as it were.
I am clarifying my thoughts and I will post more about this shortly.
Thanks for reading! And my everyone have an abundant and joyful new year!