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I surrender. I admit it. Reluctantly. I would LOVE to visit with at least 30 more friends before I leave for Florida (I’m moving in about 10 days). However, I have now been sick twice in the past two weeks, which is very unusual for me considering the level of self care I try to maintain. So, I do not have much of a choice left. I surrender. The lunches and dinners I have currently planned I am attending. Otherwise, I need to rest down to allow the inner work to percolate and integrate.
It has only taken me three or four years to get to this point. And due to living in this rat race oriented culture, a goal oriented, doing, intensely focused, strung out culture… I might get peer pressured into rushing rushing rushing… No strong opinions there! He he he. Not good. But at least I am getting better at overcoming my resistance to letting go. Or perhaps the right word might be becoming aware of my resistance. Seeing that the universe actually does take care of me – clients tend to only come to me when I least expect it (subtext: when I exude tons of effort, I get very few lasting clients), I can slowly relax through more and more layers of rush rush hurry hurry.
There are a few clients I am seeing, but then I can be found in my bed. Doing the most important work to date – allowing what is mine to come to me. 🙂
Thanks for checking in! Until soon, kirby